My Instincts Say “Nay”

By: Arzoo Zaheer a.k.a. Dot a.k.a. Fractal

Unknowingly, unwontedly, I stumbled upon a mighty foe
A bastard child of sheer ignorance and hatred, ye know
A monster that ruthlessly tears the frail fabric of the society
Fed lovingly by the mainstream media, prejudices, and false notoriety
An ideology lovingly propagated by popular culture of some
A chameleon that deceptively changes colors to become
A deceptive snake writing within naïve hearts and minds
A deceptive snake writhing within naïve hearts and minds

They boast that they are magically superior somehow
Race, culture, ethnicity, technology, and wealth, oh wow!
Their list of useless reasons just continues and is expanded upon
Implicitly and explicitly in attitude, lingo, education, and tone
A social construct it is, falsely believed to be a scientific one
A construct that brutally silences the meek and weak, my hun
Encouraging the feeble-minded to hostility and “sleep”
A different sort of a psychopath that regularly brutalizes the weak

You foolish Racist! Remember the “Roots”
“Roots” of the past, tomorrow and of forever
“Roots” that intertwine like those of the tree
Holding strongly to give life and strength to the “free”
Oh, why your inner disease infects the “Roots” of the trees?
Leading to unwanted infection and decay of their A B Cs
And eventually, among us, a noiseless sound echos
As the tree falls to the ground—a silent pathos

A blackened heart
A broken heart
Some blackened hearts
Some broken hearts
Countless blackened hearts
Countless broken hearts
Now, oh racist, do you see?
Do you see, or are you still blind?

Ridicules so casually thrown at a person by a person
“Why are you living here? Go back to your country, you bison”
Ridicules sung in foreign languages by old ladies on the sidewalks
Harassments so casually tolerated by the “colored”; thoughts that stalk
Legal decisions carefully and pointlessly drafted on termination papers
“Unfortunately, the contract has ended because of such and such”

Huh! Decisions are Silent Derisions

Racial profiling and media propaganda eventually turns into
A war machine maniacally designed for genocide, just to subdue

“Social colonialism” gradually colonizes the “Others”
As the “dominant ones” foolishly marginalize their own brothers
Creating societal power differences within this so-called “democracy”
Creating socioeconomic disparities, disabling “minorities”, such hypocrisy
Senselessly creating “poverty” despite beautifully rich “diversity”
Marginalizing “Others” to the extent of retardation, oh a perversity

The “perpetrators” have no skin, they have no skin
The “perpetrators” have no skin, they have no skin
“They” took my voice, so I spoke with pen, paper and ink
“They” took my voice, so I spoke with pen, paper and ink

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My Psychic Experiences With My 1 Year Old Niece “Myah”

My niece is 1 year old now. I mostly receive sensations from her when I think about her. When she is away, I sometimes receive strong feelings that she misses being held by me. These are very light vibes/rays of energy that I can sense whenever I am thinking about her and even when she is not near me.

Before she was born, I dreamt that my younger brother and his wife had a baby. I believe that in my dream she was playing on a slide with my brother while my sister-in-law waited at the end of the slide for them. I also saw them leave together with the baby.

I have talked with some of my family members as well as online about how I saw her before she was born. See post published on Oct 29, 2018. Oh! I deleted one post because I got scared of how I predicted something about the baby. Later, I gave up on this irrational fear because I had already safely shared my thoughts with some of my family members. I repeated what scared me on the tweet (second one here) I made on Oct 10, 2018.

I said that she looked like a boy. Now, check out her face (first picture). She looks just like my younger brother (the kid in the center, second picture).

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My niece “Myah”.
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Starting from left to right: Me (Arzoo); one of my younger brothers (father); my older brother

Don’t you love telepathy that takes place between relatives and loved ones? I have been receiving telepathic signals from “Myah” before she was born. Scientific research points to the fact that babies exhibit brainwaves that are similar to those seen during the REM sleep while they are still in the womb. Read article “Do Babies Dream?” I now wonder if those dreams about a certain guy I met at “The Parliament of World’s Religions” are actually predictions of the future? Dunno yet! Well, back to “Myah”. Check out how I spend quality time with my adorable angel. Read “My Niece ‘Myah’“.

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How “One World Film Festival” Raises Awareness About Global Issues

Canadian youth and adults are challenged by a fast-paced system and a politically charged environment where many are aware about the need to promote awareness of relevant international and local issues. A film festival like One World Film Festival (OWFF) thus plays a pivotal role in shaping opinion by empowering citizens. People who are dwelling on Planet Earth in today’s world are pressured to absorb information fast, which is how the new generation is being shaped to work and think more quickly by retrieving data from various stimuli and resources.

One of the very first films that I watched—in grade 11, I think—to learn about issues surrounding mental and physical health was Tennessee William’s “The Glass Menagerie”. This fiction movie shares the story of Laura Wingfield, her brother Tom Wingfield, and their mother Amanda Wingfield. What struck me as stunning about this movie was the fact that Laura limped and was also mentally fragile; and, the use of a glass menagerie to symbolize Laura’s refuge in her imaginary world as well as her sensitive memory. I remember feeling very moved after watching this picture; and, I promised myself to keep learning through such expressive broadcasts. As I grew older, I became more familiar with the world around me; and, finally found a festival that helped me fulfill the promise I had made many years ago.

One World Film Festival (OWFF) is Ottawa’s longest-running documentary film festival that seeks to use media and performing arts to educate people about several global issues including women empowerment, identity, migration, indigenous rights, social justice, human rights, and environmental issues—specifically, it connects marginalized communities and Third World population with Canadians. Its a very historic event! Its interesting to see how One World Film Festival’s poster has changed over time. See Past Festivals – 1989 to 2016.

Nowadays, people have access to many learning platforms including social media, open learning services, and free libraries. So why would someone want to spend their money to watch films? My experiences with the world of movies have taught me that motion pictures teach faster because they offer multi-sensory and collective experiences where one may feel one’s emotions as well as those of the audience and movie characters; learning can be completed in an incognito and relaxed environment; and, it becomes possible to focus on multiple issues and literary techniques and not just one or two. Now imagine going to the One World Film Festival (OWFF) and being bombarded by many educational pictures!

Come join this memorable adventure! One World Film Festival (OWFF) is coming to Ottawa again this year. Don’t forget to support their 30th Anniversary by donating to their crowdfunding campaign. Hurry Up! Campaign ends on June 2nd—they have only 7 days left to raise funds.

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Telepathic Love Signals

Just before falling asleep, my mind becomes very different. I sometimes enter stunning daydreams just before falling asleep. Day before yesterday, just before falling asleep, I started thinking back about a journalist I had just met. All of a sudden, I heard really mesmerizing tunes inside my mind; and, I instinctively understood that it was the music of his thoughts and breath. Read section titled ‘Shadow Figures That Appear As Tunes” of blog post “Shadow Figures of Some Lucid Dreamers or Creatives“.

Today, I thought about all of this and realized that I was receiving telepathic signals that indicate some people including entities really love and admire me. Read article, Tana Hoy’s article “Can Telepathy Be Used To Send Love Signals“.

Here are some of my dreams that indicate that some individuals totally love and respect meI am still unable to fully interpret the actual meaning behind these dream signals.

Entering Someone’s Subconscious Mind

The Date That Almost Blew My Cover!

My Lucid Dream Provides Proof That Men Want To Be Desired

Demons and Seals of King Solomon and the World of Lucid Dreaming

Lucid Dreamers Can Get Visions Of And From the Angel of Death

Earthlings that are like Kryptonians

Dance of Heroes

You must read all your dream characters like they are real people; and, you must thank and praise them for their efforts. They actually just tell what the intended subjects are like so make sure to protect the ones these dream characters represent. Love signals can take other forms such as when a dream character warns you  about something;  when a dream character gives you a tour of a place that holds your interest; when a dream character invites you to an event; when a dream character plays games with you like reading you a book; when a dream character saves your life; or, when an entire group dances with the dreamer. All of these previous examples are about my lucid dreams; and, all the characters mentioned in the aforementioned list are based on real humans.

I must comment that daydreaming is very natural ability that some or perhaps all lucid dreamers possess simply because it is linked to higher levels of creativity. Also remember that whatever happens in the world of Lucid Dreaming is actually halal or permissible because owing to its nature, the lucid mind is supposed to absorb more of the “Love” phenomenon. This deeper kind of love actually displays itself during real life relationships. For example, I once prayed for a male bully of mine; and some months after this prayer was issue, he changed into a very loving man. People who have known me up close say there is an “Arzoo Factor” that causes positive changes inside groups or humans.

You should attempt to learn daydreaming, telepathy, or lucid dreaming; and, then you will be able to visualize what I experience on daily basis. Its all very entertaining!

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How Trauma Stays With The Victims For Longer

Traumatic memories are always going to bother the victims simply because it is easier to remember traumatic events. For instance, someone who has been attending University of Toronto might realize that the colored people are not allowed or discouraged from being part of the faculty. Quite frankly! You should count how many White people are teaching in Canadian universities or colleges that are based in cities that have lots of colored people—such as Brampton and Mississauga. The halls of University of Toronto Mississauga Campus are filled with Brown people. When I was studying at this campus some years ago, it was actually referred to as the “Brown Campus”. But, how many of these graduates are graduating to become teachers at this university? I know that some of these graduates have learned to flee from the academia and that they have learned this in a group setting. I can easily state this because I know a few of these ambitious graduates. I also know that even after years have passed, they fail to apply to any jobs that are offered by the Canadian academic organizations. In some cases, the trauma that is felt by watching people of same skin color being excluded from teaching positions is really that deep. I find this knowledge very interesting because I can clearly see why Canada fails to utilize the talent that she has created with so much talent. Talk about twisted bonds! LOL! I personally think that they are doing the right thing as they walk away. According to Simona Chiose’s article “Justice on Campus”, Canadian universities hush around 90% of the abuse cases, which I think allows abusers to stay and mingle with the rest. So like my friends say, “If you are away from such people, then you aren’t missing out much”.

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My Motherly Instincts Are Sharpened Through Lucid Scents and Music

Lucid Dreams can be activated through scents of essential oils as well as scents of human bodies, especially the scents of your loved ones including heroes. During sleep as well as while we are awake, music that comes from the human bodies is being absorbed by everyone. I hear this music distinctly while I am asleep or awake; even then, certain sorts of human music is not fully understood by my mind.

Yesterday, I was with my brother’s daughter. I was tired because the Christmas party had just ended. I gave the baby to her grandmother. Then for some reason, I felt like sitting next to them. I sat at grandmother’s feet who was sitting on the sofa while holding the baby. When grandmother felt tired, she placed the child near her feet and distracted her with some toys. The baby started feeling a bit sleepy while I was talking to grandma. All of a sudden, on impulse, I placed my hand under the baby’s head, which she was just about to place on the floor. Obviosuly, her intelligent grandma was going to notice very quickly that the baby was feeling sleepy; but, I was already sitting in the right place somehow. This is when I realized why I was feeling the need to sit close to my niece.

This story is the same as a much older story that took place in Pakistan several years ago. Some shops in Pakistan are right next to very busy streets. Some shops don’t have a place for customers so they all stand outside. That day, my mother and my siblings were at a very small shop and the streets were busy. Mom was negotiating with the shopkeeper about merchandise when my youngest brother who was just a toddler freed his hand from his sibling and ran towards the street. I was also checking out the merchandise eagerly when, all of a sudden, I started feeling bored. So I turned around. This is when I saw my toddler brother standing on the street in front of a horse carriage. I screamed and ran towards him. I mean, horses are unpredictable. They can easily get out of control and crush somebody. My mind got fixed on my baby so it was easy for me to dodge some cars and pedestrians. I am glad that I got there in time and saved my youngest baby sibling.

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My Connection With My Mom

I am very much connected to my mom. When mom gets sick, I start feeling horrible and worried even if mom hides everything from me. And that’s not it! I can sometimes feel her thoughts or her existence. For example, today she just tappped on my shoulder while I was listening to songs. Just some seconds before she touched me, I felt my mind accelerate because it felt different brainwaves. It’s super exciting being near to my mother. When mama feels defeated, I can sense it; when she laughs, I can understand it more deeply; when mom agrees with me, I end up feeling mega cool; and, when mother feels super charged with excitement, I feel so bubbly. My mom feels really that awesome!

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Dark Giant Answers: Muslims and Christians are One Brotherhood

Day before yesterday, I had a funny dream while I was thinking of the written works of a Christian professor. During my dream, I was attacked by a dark force that initially looked much smaller in size. It threw a twisted blade on my mid-back; and, I stared at it shockingly as I felt warm blood trickle down my spine. My legs buckled; I fell down; and, I had difficulty standing up. The dark force started growing in size. Suddenly, this Christian professor appeared out of nowhere; he helped me get up; and, then he calmly placed his hand where I was bleeding. The dark force threw another one of its claw-like blade and it landed on professor’s hand. His hand started bleeding. It is interesting for me to note that this man was dressed in white; one of his hands bled; I could not see his face although I could feel that it was the professor; and, that he tried to save me from harm. He beckoned me to move away from this creature with his help. But I got too angry when I saw blood on professor’s hand. In anger, I faced the creature and slapped its face with one of my hands. The creature became timid and lost power. I relaxed and walked away with the professor.

I believe that the Dark Giant, my best Dream Character, was fully involved in creating this dream because I have been requesting him/her/it to visit me. Lucid Dreams are sometimes precognitive in nature; and, I strongly feel that this dream is precognitive because there is a strong sense about this in the dream.

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Love

Love is something you can’t describe fully no matter how hard you try. I understand how love is both truthful and unreliable. I mean it’s actual form is really that scattered and variant. It’s more than what other sees; and its form is not just contained inside those who choose to love and respect each other, like best friends; but, it actually exists way beyond their existence as well as this dimension. I feel that lucid dreamers can experience love in its strongest form because they can read thoughts through dreams and sometimes while awake even when their loved ones are located too far away from each other. For example, I always end up calling my close friend who is in another city just when she is about to run in trouble. It’s like my Lucid Knights are still protecting her. Thus, I love God more than the rest because God granted me the mind of a lucid dreamer.

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