When I was younger, I was surrounded by people who knew only basic Islam and who were a bit ignorant about other faiths and traditions. I yearned to learn and develop myself as a more responsible individual. I used to pray and read Quran with translation. Over time, I learned that I needed to grow further like participate in protecting the community or leave lessons in form of writings. Whatever my needs were, I felt they weren’t being fully met by my family members. Then, one day, God heard my prayers; thus, He gave me a Chinese Buddhist sister, L.C. She was very much into discussing religious and global affairs. She loved me; fed me; guided me; and, talked to me a lot. She provided a real sense of bonding, which played a vital role in my development. Around 10 years ago, she deserted me to escape domestic abuse. I know by now that survivors need to run away from everything that reminds them of their home; and, I was one of those memories simply because I attended the same university as she did. She used to say that she trusts me a lot; and, she knows that I will make the right decisions when I grow older.
So how do I celebrate this amazing lady? Well! Here’s how I do this all:
I listen to songs that remind me of this sister of mine. “My Sacrifice” by Creed is a great song that I play while thinking about my lost sister. We used to fully trust each other, which is what exactly is being conveyed in this song.
She used to read minds so I learned a bit from her. I celebrate this by engaging in readings in real life or through dreams.
When I was younger, my family members used to call me “Paree”, which is an Urdu word for “Fairy”. They just thought of this nickname when I was a child. They stopped calling me “Paree” when I grew older; but, they all still point to the fact that I am a very sensitive and caring woman. As I explored my lucid nature, I realized that I can sense certain brainwaves of other people more clearly; I can see the future sometimes during the day and sometimes during the night; I can use another Lucid Dreamer’s content and videos to charge my body and mind; and, I can sense different energies including energies of people I feel close to just before I fall asleep.
Around 10 years ago, I had a Chinese Buddhist friend who was like me; and, I have always thought of her as my guide and older sister. I used to feel very torn when she left her hometown due to some domestic abuse; but, then I got used to the idea and started complaining less. I did search for her for a really long while; and, eventually I found out that she was hiding in a particular city. Because she was a very sensitive woman, I still feel very scared whenever I realize that I won’t ever know where she went. I say I won’t know where she went because before she left, she hinted to me not to look for her—you know that some victims of abuse like leaving everyone from their hometown in order to start a new life. Also, I know that leaving me behind will help her hide me from her abusers; I know this because while we were close friends, she never took me to her family. Because she is like my older sister, I could not do what she asked me not to do; and, that is how I did not attempt to nail where exactly she was hidden. Instead, I took refuge in the idea that she is still alive.
It feels like torture; and, I know that that is how others feel when I leave their company to finish my daily tasks. You can read the article, “Indigo Children Are Not Here To Challenge Us, But To Teach Us” to learn that some other sensitive children, namely Indigo Children, are also referred to as fairies. I believe that my lucid nature makes me very similar to the Indigo children.
Yesterday, I was standing near the train tracks and waiting for the train. I asked myself when it will arrive. Pretty soon, I felt some form of fear as my mind fixed itself on the original inquiry. I felt my mind was trying to manage some sort of contradiction. I could not digest my fear properly; and, soon it altered into something more creative. I could now see the train but only by using my peripheral vision. It felt like seeing a ghost because I knew that the train was not really there yet. I turned my head around and there was still no train in sight. I moved a bit forward and peeked in the distance. Soon, I could see the lights of the train; some moments later, it arrived at the location I had just imagined it to be at.
Lucid Dreaming and telepathy both require a state of alertness while the mind is relaxed. I was physically relaxed while waiting for the train; and, I was very alert because of my creative fear. I was not overloaded with thoughts so it was easy for me to engage in telepathy.
I feel that fear and precognitive abilities are inherently linked into leadership. Every now and then, I hear complaints that more creative leaders are not running the current governments and that we are all in bad hands. After a bit of searching, I found out that some really creative leaders are away from usual posts because they do not like being manupilated. Their creative fears let them read into situations created by controlling people; and, then they only think of escaping before they attempt to change things. So if you are feeling that good people are dying, then do not worry; and, know that they are just creating change and then adjusting, which is causing delays.
Reality is that some individuals are great at reading into leadership. They know that humble leaders are better than controlling ones. This is why those whose hearts are clean have asked me to lead. Others have seen me running away from manupilative people. Living in Canada and then managing Domestic Abuse or Workplace Abuse is not easy; this is why I feel peaceful after reading the story of Moses. This prophet was raised by Pharoah; and I was raised among some cruel and mean-hearted individuals. Moses chose to run away and then he came back to create positive change in his society. Watch the video about Moses and you will notice that his fear makes him run away from his so-called loved ones. That was very genuine and creative! Can you see now that we are so used to seeing people constantly tackle abusive humans and forgetting the fact that one is being mistreated that we forget about those who have managed to run away while keeping record of everything that has happened. We do not usually hear of such stories of use of fear to create change until we read some Holy Scriptures or scientific articles. When you hear such stories, its like seeing the train when it is not there. Refreshing, right!
Inquisitive individuals usually inquire what my name means? Some say it sounds too foreign to them; others break it up as “R” and “Zoo”; and yet others stubbornly state its a name of an exotic drink. I laugh a lot at all these interpretations; and, I really like how some people call me “R-Zoo”. So here are some details about my name:
My dad and mom gave me the name “Arzoo” after learning about it from a local Persian (Iranian). Thus, I think that “Arzoo” is a Persian name; and, nowadays its common in India and Pakistan.
I have gone through a lot in this life including a very brutal near death experience; and with the passage of time, I have realized only one thing. Good and Bad co-exist in this dimension only so that those who are better humans may realize who they truly are. There have been times when I have felt very dead inside due to certain traumatic experiences. But every time I went down, my dream characters including angles and jinns awakened to protect me. They protected me through thick and then; thus, I became stronger and stronger. As my experiences matured me further, I realized that the dream characters can be used to protect the rest; and, that it is very easy to add your will inside the universe by using these dream characters. I have come to the firm conclusion that Lucid Dreamers are capable of protecting humans during hardships. I am basing my conclusion on my ability to will other people to do tasks that they have always been intimidated of; I have witnessed myself completing this challenging task even while being emotionally and/or physically injured. Those who know me closely thus easily state that they are up against someone very strong who does not crumble. However, when they state this, they fail to realize that they are reading into the care and sanctuary offered by my dream characters. I am not mentioning prayers here because I feel that dream characters are also a different sort of prayer. My ordeals have designed me into a better person simply because I have been safeguarded by very exceptional dream entities who don’t exist in our dimension.
I was reading William Stillman’s article “6 Signs Your Spirit Guide Is Here” on HuffPost when I realized something very critical. The article specifically states that you can tell that your spirit guide is here if you unexpectedly see flash of light or energy.
Pinpoint of light. You may see an unexpected blue flash of light out of the corner of one eye, or you may see a sphere of spiritual energy, commonly called an “orb.” The light or orb may even travel by bobbing about or moving quickly through your space. If you engage in prayer and meditation, you may actually “see” in your mind’s eye a pinpoint of light that lingers long enough for you to acknowledge its presence. The pinpoint of light may come simultaneous to your experiencing the sensation of high thought and emotion, or it may come as you are thinking about the loving and supportive presence that is your spirit guide. As before, this should not be persistent, unpleasant or intrusive; if so, please seek medical advice. Source: “6 Signs Your Spirit Guide Is Here“.
I sometimes see this very clearly.
In the blog post “Other Super Powers that I Believe I Have“, I mentioned that I have interacted with the Orbs in the dreams. In one dream, this round ball of light moved around in my room. Then, it entered the closet where the Quran and Bible were kept safely. I felt the orb danced with delight as it passed by my body.
I see some sort of light coming from the centre of my forehead every time I try to fall asleep. It does not look like white light although I can clearly see my body glowing in some sort of dark matter─I reported this in the blog post “Scent-based Telepathy“. Its so beautiful!
When I pray, I can clearly see a build of beautiful energy around me. Only once, I clearly saw something sitting on my side─I forgot which side it sat on. I felt it said to me that “I can see which man you like and exactly why”. It felt like something that was full of love and joyous feelings. I stopped praying because I had never experienced this before.
Today, I hacked into my mind with the help of real happiness and patient channeling. I ended up having three telepathic experiences instead of one. I was kind of hazy during the first one and the last one so I reacted less to them; but, I still noticed what was going on. Only for the first one, I recorded some stuff really quickly. You will notice me hiccuping at the beginning; I usually hiccup when I get really scared.
I was waiting at the first station. A tall man came running towards the bus. I looked at him and my inner voice said, “You know all the destined things happen to this man”. I listened to it; and, then I got on the bus. I paid less attention to this man; but during the trip, my eyes would move back to him every now and then. For some reason, I felt something was going to happen to him; but, I was too sleepy to react. Suddenly, he tripped and fell down near the first door. Someone helped him get up. I asked myself why I thought what I thought and why I took notice of him in the first place.
The above is a recording that I made after my first experience and a little bit of the second experience had occurred. The rest of this experience is recorded in here. You will hear a young lady scream something at the back. I did not really record her; and, I had my cellphone turned away so you cannot really catch what she is saying. Plus, you can hear the wind as she talks, which works in my favor almost like nature is censoring her voice to some extent. I was recording this for myself so she just got caught in the middle of this. And, then I had to run and take my bus. This is how I did not think about asking her permission to investigate this. Below is the transcript of this recording. I have added some minor details that I actually observed and that are missing from the recording.
I am coming from Downtown Ottawa from a meeting with some professionals. I enjoyed myself at the meeting; therefore, I was in a great mood. On my way back, I was not only extremely merry but also felt that some burden has been removed from my mind. I felt younger and more carefree, which is an excellent setting for telepathic experiences. I got into the bus; sat in the middle of the bus; and started staring outside. It was really dark outside. The bus started moving; after a while, it stopped at a station. I could see two young women running towards the bus. I felt fixated on one of the women’s face because she somehow felt familiar to me. For some reason, I thought that she was one of my friends from Algonquin College. As she ran towards the bus, I scanned her face to be sure. I could see some of her facial curves and features and chin. The front light of the bus illuminated her face as she ran into the bus and sat down. As soon as she had entered the bus, I realized that that was not my friend; I looked away and decided not to pay any attention to this. I realized that sometimes I am unconsciously scanning faces because of my training with Anna Sayce and because my stereodepth vision lets me catch certain details. This is how I felt that that woman was my friend; at the same time, I kind of doubted myself. Later, due to how the rest of the events took place, I realized that my mind can create creative doubts to get me focused on something or someone in order to get something else done—do you think that great cops and detectives just get attached to someone for no reason at all? Later, she got off the bus at the same station, Baseline Station of Algonquin College, as I did. This is when I realized that maybe this is how my vision really is working now after training with Anna Sayce: by cueing me into reading facial cues and then giving telepathic signals at the same time. Perhaps the reason why her face suddenly seemed like that of my friend from this college was that that she was going to get off at the same station. Due to these other factors, sometimes I cannot read into coincidences or chances. As I waited for the bus, I started recording my thoughts about what I had observed so far. As I stepped out of the bus station to experience the cold and wind, I ended up seeing that young woman again. She and her friend were taking a brisk walk right beside me. She looked at me and screamed, “Which bus are you waiting for?”. I felt startled as I saw her; but, I commented confidently, “95 Cambrian”. She said, “Look at the sign behind you. The bus does not come to this station that late in the night. You will have to go to the other station”. The rest of the events got recorded just perfectly. After talking to her and thanking her, I said in my recorder, “I am even more scared because remember the girl that I told you about just looked at me and said to me that buses don’t come to this station. They don’t come here in the night. So basically, I am not so scared but this is just way too extended. Anyways, thanks for your time. Bye!” I started running towards the other station as soon as I had to finished talking to this lady. You can hear my voice shake as I recorded my last lengthy comment, which is the quoted comment documented above. As I got on the bus, I recorded, “Got on the bus! Ran for a while”. Then, I recorded a “Thanks”, which I issued to the driver.
I had descended from the bus. As I walked in the chilly night, I stared at the trees. I felt that one of the trees had something round on it. First, I thought, “What could be round and be on the tree?” Then, I told myself lazily, “Its nests. Maybe, there are many birds and there are many nests”. Then the voice said, “Keep Scanning”. So I kept scanning the tree I was originally staring at. I felt that there was something else on it besides leaves. I couldn’t not detect anything other than leaves so I started moving towards my place. A couple of minutes afterwards, I came across a tree that had Christmas lights on it. It felt odd seeing this after thinking like this.
Reality is that all my life I have been surrounded by telepaths and the rest. Thus, I have learned to scan the world like someone who does not have any of these abilities and someone who does. I have also learned that I can receive better telepathic visions if I am happy and psychologically safe. This is because alpha wave, the brainwave that is required for telepathic experiences and alertness, can be released when one is cheerful and thus meditative in nature.
Often, I have heard my close friends and sometimes even strangers comment, “Oh God! Don’t give Arzoo in wrong hands. She seems too fragile and too innocent. She won’t know what to do if something bad happened to her”. I analyzed these statements today. I realized that these people are actually seeing something that is part of a bigger picture. They are fully understanding that I am vulnerable; but, they aren’t reading into the fact that my sensitive nature lets me enter into psychic state. This is why all telepaths openly state that they will help out if they feel that the others trust them. You cannot force yourself in the alpha state; and, it has to be created in an authentic manner. Think about it this way! The richest can easily shut down their doors if someone mistreats them. Telepaths have that power by default! It is built inside their minds just like the need to cry when injured is slowly designed inside the mind since birth.
Last note: I am planning to slowly build a team or connect with an existing team that is interested in documenting telepathic events including lucid dreams. Any suggestions or requests? Please email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
I am very much connected to my mom. When mom gets sick, I start feeling horrible and worried even if mom hides everything from me. And that’s not it! I can sometimes feel her thoughts or her existence. For example, today she just tappped on my shoulder while I was listening to songs. Just some seconds before she touched me, I felt my mind accelerate because it felt different brainwaves. It’s super exciting being near to my mother. When mama feels defeated, I can sense it; when she laughs, I can understand it more deeply; when mom agrees with me, I end up feeling mega cool; and, when mother feels super charged with excitement, I feel so bubbly. My mom feels really that awesome!
When I was much younger, I worked in the field of Clinical Research for a bit. I was set for success with two well-equipped offices; an entry-level salary of $38 per hour; and some very loving and wealthy connections. But I deserted soon due to several factors; and, only one factor was that I found statistical data at the FDA site that I felt was very misleading. I must comment that I was very inexperienced at that time and that I did not had the skills to make any sort of concrete conclusions about any high-level calculations. But, I felt forced to make a decision to leave after this incidence. This is what happened that day.
I was reviewing some data and text at the FDA site. I was very relaxed because I was sitting in my room and was totally alone. As I read some data, I felt queer sensation like my hands wanted to freeze but weren’t frozen. I also heard an odd voice that warned me not to proceed because there is much harm being done. I ended up quitting my readings and also decided to leave this field. I developed a feeling that there is too much fraud in this field because of how much money is at stake. Do you know that making one pill costs one million dollars? I could not have complained about whatever seemingly invisible things I saw because I would have found it very difficult to explain things to my seniors; this is because then I would be telling them about queer sensations and they would have thought that I was just stressed.
Some years later, I found this article after reviewing the web a lot. I had to browse a lot because Google populated articles that speak of any great things done by FDA first. Read article “Are Your Medications Safe?”
Today, I think back to all this and I realize that my most obvious mental calculator couldn’t have done these calculations. I can clearly see that there was a second much better calculator involved, something that feels hidden from me because it isn’t my usual mental activity. I can do this because I have high levels of stereodepth vision, which lets me review illusions and patterns in detail; and, I believe that this vision runs this mysterious second calculator.