Connecting With My Dead Cousin

I once had a younger cousin who was a very sweet and lovely fellow. I lost him to cancer though! I still cry while thinking about him. I had a great connection with him. Once when I was much younger, I felt something bizarre while watching my cousins play Cricket. During the game, I went near this younger cousin of mine and stared in his eyes. I heard a voice in my head, “I like him a lot. Tell me more about yourself.” Then I addressed him and started talking to him. This is when I heard another voice, “In this household, you have four cousins not five”. I became very puzzled when I heard this voice because I had five cousins who were part of the household we were visiting. I got a bit frustrated because I did not realize what this voice meant; thus, I totally ignored it. Several years passed and one day, I got a message through phone that this cousin of mine—the one I was studying that day—was now battling cancer. He eventually died after struggling for pretty long! I cried a lot after he died; and, I somehow blamed myself a bit for not being able to do something for him.

I know that my prayers got heard because some years after his untimely death, something odd happened to me. I was contacted by an American friend who needed to talk to me because she had cancer. I felt like God was trying to soothe me by giving me a second chance so that I may have proper closure. And, the way all this happened is another unusual story. Basically, I was given an answer to managing Cancer by a friend in U.K. some hours before my American friend called me and told me about her health issue. Read the full story here, “Prayer Or Telepathy: Connecting Two Seemingly Unconnected Dots“.

I think that the lines between telepathy and acceptance of prayers are blurred.

But, because of the way God answered it, I was left wondering if it was just a telepathic event or answer to an older prayer─sometimes my prayers just get fulfilled, which is why I call them the “Silver Bullet Bullet”. Source: “Prayer Or Telepathy: Connecting Two Seemingly Unconnected Dots“.

So why do some of prayers get accepted easily and with huge accuracy? This is because I am never praying alone although I usually pray in isolation.

Furthermore, there is one very strong dream entity that is attached to me whom I refer to as Dark Giant. Sometimes I feel that Dark Giant is an angel because once I saw it standing near my feet. According to Islam, the Angel of Death stands near the feet of the person while his/her soul is pulled out. Read “Dream Dream Character: Dark Giant” and “Lucid Dreamers Can Get Visions Of And From the Angel of Death”. Reality is that there are many more spirit guardians and even evil spirits that I can access through sleep─only some of these spirits are from the realm of the jinn. But Dark Giant is one of the most caring and the toughest one to run away from. Source: Understanding How The “Silver Bullet Prayers” Work.

I wrote this post today because I had a dream about my cousins. I saw only three cousins from that household. They were sitting with my siblings and playing card games. I was in the other room and I actually came to talk to them. They were all very excited to see me. I checked out my cousins and was able to figure out faces of two of them. But, I could not fully see the face of my third cousin. I also wondered where my fourth and fifth (dead cousin) were!

I woke up and realized that my dead cousin’s soul was signalling to me that he is okay in his other world, which is why he is not joining us for games. I feel I have successfully reached a closure.

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Burned Down Unlit Yellow Candle

In a very recent dream of mine, I started out in a state where I felt awake but also asleep. It was not the usual lucid dreaming state; it felt more like I was really going to wake up if I turned in my bed a bit.

The entire dream was set in darkness. I was next to this massive energy, which I hugged. It was beautiful energy; and, I felt much stronger after holding it. The energy felt like a real person; but, I could not see the face of the person. I was unsettled because I wanted to go meet a particular speaker. I kept hugging the energy until I got out of the house I was inhabiting. The energy shifted; and, now I could see the face of one of my siblings. He smiled and said something nice to me about continuing with my outdoor adventure; then he went back inside.

It was very dark outside. I remembered some of my previous dreams where I went to meet this speaker. Some of these dreams were pretty long; but, I did not always end up seeing him. Nevertheless, I wanted to embark on my quest. “But how will I end up in a different country this time?” I questioned myself. My mind reminded me to spin, which is a technique that stabilizes the dream scene. So I spun; and, I felt very astonished at how fast I could spin. Oh! I was introduced to the spinning technique by one of my dream characters “Dark Giant” when I was a child. “How would I know when to stop spinning?” I asked and soon remembered that going too fast does not lead to desired results. So I slowed down and stopped. Now I was flying through darkness;  and, I could almost see lots of foliage as I dashed through dense matter that felt like trees. I flew and flew while skillfully holding back my fear and anxiety. Soon I decided to slow down again. Now I was in front of a house that had a yellow burned unlit candle on the front porch. I looked at the candle and took it as a sign that this was the speaker’s house. But a part of me nagged, “What if I did not make it again?” My body was charged with energy; so I used my hand to hold the handrail. I was surprised to see that I was able to stop myself from flying further just by touching something. Then I swung up, walked on the stairs, and opened the door. I could now see a portion of the house. Things were not properly lit in my dream because I was stressed when I fell asleep. I could clearly see the stairs that lead upstairs. The stairs were lit. I froze as I looked around and realized that I could not get a glimpse of anything other than the stairs. I did not venture any further. Instead I woke up.


Since I do not fully know what just happened, I will be seeking comfort in the candle. Perhaps he is stuck at home due to Coronavirus outbreak!

According to AuntyFlo’s “Candle Dream Meaning” article, candles that shine in the darkness represent hope. In my dream, the candle was not lit; but it was somehow still shining so I could see it in the dark. So finding this candle means that I will find answers at the end of the quest I have started in real life. This article mentions that burned down candles mean that I have less time left on Earthis this why I could clearly see the size of the candle in my dream. Interestingly, this article shares that the yellow color shows that I will find good fortune and peace while I am still alive. Does this mean that I will find what I am looking for if I connect with this speaker?

I think I will find out as time passes by. Learn from your dreams. Choosing comfort in little things is actually very meaningful.


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I Saw Rice In My Dream

I had a really awesome dream today. I saw really high quality rice in my dreams. The rice was placed on a very large round tray of some sort. I was standing there along with another woman. We were checking out the rice by holding it in our hands. The woman was saying something in a gentle voice. During the dream, I imagined eating the rice; thus, I felt its fresh taste in my mouth. I felt at peace during this dream.

When I woke up, I researched online. According to the article “Rice Dream Meaning“, seeing or sharing rice is actually a sign that good fortune is coming soon. Marriage is an example of good fortune that is mentioned in this article. This is rather intriguing for me to read! You know I have been receiving repeat dreams about a guy who seems to be very close to me; our lucid interactions have happened so many times that I have started thinking that these are visions of my future husband. I am always very happy or attentive during these dreams. Read blog post “My Psychic Images Of My Future Husband”.

I am very excited and I really wanna know what is gonna happen next!


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Prediction Within A Prediction: Use Of Mind’s Peripheral Vision

I have received two dreams that each carry two predictions but focus on only one prediction. It feels like noticing things from one’s peripheral vision.

In May 2019, I had a dream after I meditated on Eric Anthamatten and Carl Jung. Soon I had a dream about three skeletons, which I believe are related to New York since Eric’s resume states New York. Read the dream here, Lucid Dream: The Three Skeletons And The Airport.

In Aug 2015, I dreamt of some sort of armed conflict taking place in some region, which I later realized is America. At the beginning of this dream, I saw a Black woman who said that a plague has arrived here (in America). Read the blog post Time Portals Open According To Your Decisions And Intentions.

I thought about these two hints slowly as I learned about the Coronavirus outbreak. According to Worldometer, New York has the highest number of deaths that are caused by Coronavirus. I think together these two dreams are showing a prediction that is hidden inside other predictions. Thus, I believe that the human mind has some sort of peripheral vision built inside.


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Dented Thinking Of A Genius

What I am about to narrate to you today is an incredible personal story. The data around me is very different because I am a lucid dreamer, a telepath, and an ENFP genius. I seriously hope nobody gets spooked by this story!

When I was choosing my university, I received a couple of admission letters. I asked myself what I wanted at the end of all this studies and my mind promptly answered, “I want Prestige; thus, I want University of Toronto”. So I chose to study Biological Sciences; I was planning to study Cellular and Molecular Biology after graduating. But, I never did my Master of Science because I felt neglected due to what was going on inside Univeristy of Toronto. Now the next set of things are very surprising!

  1. I was discriminated against while studying at the Uniiversity of Toronto. One of my professors mocked me when I asked him what he really thought of a Research Thesis of mine. He could not read me properly at all. I asked this because I wrote this; and, obviously I loved what I had written. He replied in an aloof and sarcastic manner that this is just one paper. I felt enormous pain when he addressed me like this! Of course! I was new to all this so I must have made some errors as well. But I was a young student back then; and, I deserved to be loved and cherished properly. Furthermore, while I was doing research at The Ramsay Wright Zoological Laboratories, I found out that the female researchers were unhappy because they were not receiving sufficient grants. After all this, I started feeling that even if I got my PhD, I won’t be taken seriously. Eventually, I decided not to complete my Master of Science. Read blog post Canada’s Undiscovered Geniuses. I must comment that I did got admission into York University but I did not say YES to this. From what I have learned by talking to York’s coloured graduates, York University’s Sciences department has a good reputation when it comes to properly integrating coloured students.  As you read the rest of the story, you will realize that all this had to happen before I ended up gaining “Prestige”.
  2. While studying at University of Toronto, I completed a study through which I found it that I had high levels of stereodepth vision, the vision responsible for the feats conducted by surgeons, athletes, and scientists. I discussed this in the blog post, “About My Stereodepth Vision”. Oh, once a Psychology professor told me that there are many kinds of IQs and we cannot just figure out how smart someone is simply by doing an IQ test. I believed him right away simply because I am a very broad minded individual.
  3. As I grew older, I became more and more “out of the box” in nature. I started experiencing lucid dreaming and telepathic encounters, which actually intensified a lot after 9/11 since I was using prayers to protect myself and the weak. I made sure to avoid racist and abusive people because I felt that my brain used to stop functioning in their presence. As I learned about myself further, I realized that I was able to receive dreams that had historic significance. I learned that I could open time portals and move through time to learn something. Read blog post, “Proof That I Can Move Ahead In time By Around Four Years” and “Time Portals Open According To Your Decisions and Intentions“. Truth is that when I received a precognitive dream as a child, I completely forgot about it until I reached a stage in my life where I realized that I could not ignore these signals anymore. Read How Far Ahead In Time Can A Lucid Dreamer Really Go?  to learn about a precognitive dream that I had around 20 years ago and that come true just recently. Reality is that throughout this project, I had no mentors at all. I learned all of this on my own; and, I built my entire website as well as wrote all the content on my own.
  4. Truth is that I predicted that in 2015 a pandemic will hit America. Read blog post, “Proof That I Can Move Ahead In Time By Around Four Years” and “Time Portals Open According To Your Decisions and Intentions“. In my dream, a Black woman stated that a plague has arrived. Plague is a type of pandemic. During my dream, I wondered what sort of plague she was referring to; but, then I chose to use a time portal that showed me the world that was going to be created with the election to Trump. Was the Black woman using the word plague loosely or was she using it based on similarity between plague and Coronavirus. For example, in both cases, some people are willing to market and sell fake products.

I left my studies due to discrimination specifically racism and gender bias. If things stayed on course, then today I would have been working inside a lab learning about Cellular and Molecular Biology. I would have conducted breakthrough research and perhaps I would have saved everyone from Coronavirus. It is all very simple inside my head! So racist or sexist people should know that lots of suffering that everyone including themselves will go through in this world would be created due to discrimination.

As I finish my thinking here, I fully realize that I got what I wanted when I enrolled in University of Toronto. I wanted “prestige” and today I definitely got it. I have belled the cat! If you still do not believe me think about this sequence: I completed the writing for this blog on my own; I had a dream about a plague in 2015; and, I have somehow managed to warn people about what really is going on. Like I said, I got “prestige” just like I promised myself!

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My Maternal Instincts Stay Intact While I Dream

I had an interesting dream a while ago. I was with a dream character who looked like a newly married friend of mine. He was in a hospital where his daughters were sleeping—the guy on whom this dream character is based does not have any kids right now. His daughters were pretty young; and, he was worried about them and about being able to properly maintain how he was providing for them. Then I wandered into the room and started talking to them. He tried to find out what I needed. I told him that I needed to get to the Airport. He decided to move his daughters back home where his wife was waiting and also to get me to the Airport. He picked up one of his daughters and the rest followed him. He was a bit worried about me and wanted to get me to the Airport first. He decided to take the stairs because he knew that the stairs would lead us to an area that was near the Airport. I went with him; but, I felt scared of the cold air. So I took two of his daughters and decided to go the other way. I firmly told him that I am not letting the girls go that way because it is dangerous for them. I walked with them towards the nearest parking lot where my car—perhaps a rented or borrowed vehicle—was parked and put both girls inside the car. I then closed the doors and let the car’s heat warm them up. Then I looked back to see where he was. He was not behind me. Perhaps he decided to get his car and kept one of his daughters with him so that I get to worry less.

I had this dream some days ago. I am thinking back to it. I love how I reacted to these kids who have not arrived in this world yet.

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I Came Across An Irish Gang Today

Guess where I have been today!

I dreamt of Ireland and observed members of a gang of some sort. Or perhaps, I dreamt of America and saw an Irish gang there.

Can you believe it?

If I was in Ireland, then this is my very first dream about Ireland.

There was a bazaar of some sort taking place and several booths were set up by vendors. Dr. Craig Considine was walking around the booths—he is an American who is related to the people of Ireland. Oh! he is mentioned in the blog post, “Dance of Heroes“. He turned and saw me. Then he talked to me for a bit. After that, he just left and started wandering around the booths. Pretty soon, darkness fell and rain started to pour. It rained cats and dogs and everyone got very wet.

The rain is an indication of presence of guardian angels. This has happened before in one of my dreams.

The night became darker as the rain gradually poured on us. How the rain just appears to change the atmosphere and temperature and how intense emotions show during this dream are indications of presence of my guardian angel. Read “11 Signs You’re Being Visited By Your Guardian Angel” and “Contacting Your Guardian Angel: Messages in Dreams” to learn more about guardian angels that visit people during their dreams. Source: “Bodyguarding: Using Video Game Mode To Figure Things Out About India

It was so dark and this dream character was not willing to pay any more attention to me so I left the scene—it’s best to be very polite with your dream characters. I went to the washroom; and, a woman asked me to enter a bathroom with her. I complied. In a hushed voice, she asked me whereabouts of another woman. I told her whatever I knew. Then I left the washroom. The scene changed.

I was now in a building that was perhaps near the area where booths and washrooms were. There was a group of men there; the group included younger men too who should be studying in colleges/universities. One set of the men were demanding something from those men who had more power. The men who were demanding rights or power were more athletically gifted; and, thus they tried to scare others by talking about their physical strength and abilities. The other men were more powerful or perhaps they were just acting to have more power. They used bad language to intimidate the rest. One man got very angry at the senior members of the gang and he threatened them openly. This man was eventually dragged away from the scene. The brawl started suddenly and ended soon. One of the older men picked up something that one man had dropped while being dragged away and cautioned the rest, “What if they or he came back to seek revenge? How are we going to handle that?” Another senior gang member just shrugged this off like “Aarg, whaaatever!”

Their odd way of addressing and treating each other reminded me of gangs, the types you see in movies. Perhaps, the soul of this American was signalling this dream to open so that I may be enlightened; additionally, I might have opened the dream this way because I am interested in learning Mystery writing.

When I woke up, I researched online to find out what exactly is causing this vision. Finally, I found two answers. Read article,“Rising gang violence has seen armed officers sent to Longford – but is the Garda crackdown working?” to learn that gang violence is on rise in some parts of Ireland. Read “Irish Gangs in America”  to learn that the Irish gangs are one of the oldest crime groups in America.

So did I actually visit Ireland or America? I really don’t know. Its possible that this place and this gang actually exists simply because I sometimes receive dreams that later come true—in that case, I know what’s going on and where. But, I was able to nail this story because I am an ENFPmost geniuses are ENFPs—who has a broad vision of things. This is why I can see what ails the societies.

Now comes the fun part.

How did I generate this dream?

Well! I love playing with shadows in wall. Before I fell asleep, I imagined a large device that resembled a hot air balloon; I placed some of my favorite heroes and their friends and families in it. Then I drove the balloon around. I also meditated on pictures of two of my favorite heroes both of who like stopping criminal activity.

Looks like I had an adventure!

What about you?

What intrigues you?

You should write down a list of things that you find interesting and then attempt hacking through your lucid dreams.


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Use Of Hands Or Mental Images Of Hands To Balance Scenes

A couple of days, I was meditating when I decided to browse over pics of one of my favourite American speakers—he is in the list “Dance of Heroes“. In one pics, I noticed—for some reason—he had large and slim hands. This is a detail I did not notice before. Pretty soon, I closed everything and fell fast asleep. Fortunately, I am still glad that I noticed this while releasing psychic energies from my mind. I am still surprised at this result!

I had a dream where I was flying over a large waterbody, a sea or ocean. I flew past a building that just appeared somewhere in this waterbody; then all of a sudden, image of the speaker’s hands came into my mind. And boom! The building I had flown past just bounced back as I felt myself clinging to this scence by using my hands.

Guess where I landed! Inside the White House. There was actually a large party taking place and I did briefly talked to President Trump. Actually, he noticed me coming; and, then he walked towards me and tried to talk to me. (“Oh God! I cannot believe this!” I am still feeling a bit annoyed thinking back about this). He said that that particular speaker was inside the White House. When I went inside, I managed to scan over some faces and he was not there at all—I did see someone who was like him but then again I know that it was not him because I know that he does not work for Trump in any way. I left the party pretty soon! You know this reminds me of how Trump just lies every now and then.

Anyways, the discovery of use of hands to stabilize dream scenes was super fun!

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Connecting With The Inner Child

I was in a superb mood yesterday. I daydreamed an entire story about how I think I got married. I navigated through “Online Read Free Novel” and wrote down names of authors whose works I wanted to read. I thought back to how I used to read Enid Blyton’s novels “The Adventures of the Wishing Chair” and “The Magic Faraway Tree”I was a kid when I read these so only now I know that she is a racist writer.  I even used my altered energy state that occurs right before I fall asleep to channel into a part of my body where I was a bit sick.

When I fell asleep, I was visited by a child who sat next to my feet on my bed. The child smiled and asked me why I posted about a dating article on my social media—this is the type of question a child would ask. I defended my choice by asserting that the writer of this article is known to have written several interesting articles and I wanted to read and share the writer’s opinion. The child smiled at me and leaned over while extending his hand on the other side of my bed. He showed me two cards and then placed them on my hands. I looked at him and thanked him. Perhaps, I had somehow forgotten whose cards these were and the child was trying to remind me that they were mine.  As I looked away from the child’s face and gazed at the cards that I held in my hands, something magical happened. One more card and a lanyard appeared; the lanyard had my initials written on it. I thought I woke up during the dream and I memorized what just happened during this queer state. Pretty soon, I thought I had fallen asleep again when I had not awakened in the first place. Thus arrived the rest of the allure!

I believe that the rest of the dream is more superior than the races and fights shown in the movie “Transformers—my favorite character is Bumblebee. The experience of navigating through this dream, which was filled with illusions and involved racing cars, is like when you learn new emotions from foreign languages that are not taught in the English language. Read article titled,”The ‘Untranslatable’ Emotions You Never Knew You Had“.

I am an ENFP so I love brainstorming. My first book will have all of my lucid dreams, which will show how quickly I can brainstorm ideas. For me brainstorming and thinking in a random way is the basis of joy, which is how I can even connect well what does not seem to connectof course, this ability drives me crazy with delight. Since the ENFP personality type is the Champion of Myers Briggs Personality Types,  I can easily use some the characteristics that are highlighted in other personalities while awake or asleep. So one particular type of my brainstorming that I conducted before sleeping included meditating on two peopleCJ Werleman and Craig Considinewho are known to be risk takers, are social, and demonstrate sensitive behavior. I actually woke up after some part of this race was over. Then I fell asleep again while imagining to fire a gun to restart the rest of the raceI actually put my fingers up towards the sky and shot my imaginary gun. Just before I fell asleep, I quickly meditated on all my heroes. Read “Dance of Heroes“. Pretty soon, the rest of the dream started.

If you analyze the dreams and the sequence in which they appear, you will notice that the inner child is moving forward in various forms that have something to do with Craig and CJ both of who have demonstrated risk taking, social, careful, and sensitive behaviors. First the inner child appears as a “sensitive child who visits the woman” and a “patient woman who listens well to the child despite being bedridden”; soon, the inner child evolves into dream characters that are risk takers and social in nature. The last part of the dream—things that are taking place inside the racing trackcarried illusions that reminded me of the works of Salvador Dali; these occurred when I meditated on the rest of the heroes that are mentioned in the blog post “The Dance of Heroes“. I will describe this dream in detail in my first book.

Lucid dreaming offers belief in powers of the self and others by providing an experience that one did not had before. Its like and yet more than just adding emotions and concepts through language inside someone’s mind.

Whom do you want to meditate on before falling asleep? Do you have imaginary friends like I do? You should! I use my imaginary friends to dream and write and sometimes to react. Furthermore, what is your personality type; and, which personality type do you want to study to become better at lucid dreaming?


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