Working On A Poem About ISIS

I have been thinking about an interesting subject to add to my first book, “Intertwined”. Because I like to think in a deep manner before attempting something intriguing, I gave this lots of time. I did lots of research and even met some key speakers who discussed Muslim Christian relationships. It really felt like completing a crazy philosophical struggle where I countered several demons and then decided to choose topic, “ISIS”.

Two interesting meetings that somehow just took place in a destined way was my meeting with Dr. Craig Considine and Vahid Takro.  Dr. Craig Considine is a Sociologist at Rice University and the author of many texts including “Muslims in America: Examining the Facts” (Summer 2018). Craig has also spoken about ISIS in his YouTube video, “Islamophobia and ISIS – Two Sides of the Same Coin“. Vahid Takro is an Irani human rights activist and musician. Vahid is well-known for his tours across the globe where he engages people with the help of his “Third Eye” poster. The key lesson that I have learned from both of these gentlemen is that conflicts are being created by burning humans in the fire caused by personal aggravations, conflicts introduced by governments and some minority groups, and ignorance.

Furthermore, I am telepathic and a lucid dreamer. My creative mind lets me not only create during sleep but also during day. I can daydream a story; or, I can create a mild and extremely short-lived visual cue. I learned this technique of creating answers through creative visual cues while reading Carl Jung’s book, “The Red Book”. I have used this technique in telepathic encounters; and, it has worked well so far. I have also been able to use Lucid Dreams to communicate with some demons from the Seal of King Solomon. When I got all these dreams, I thought that these were from God because I only prayed before going to sleep. Later, during my search for a good poetry topic, I actually read some of the Key of Solomon. This is when I realized that some dream characters I have been playing games with were actually demons that were captured by King Solomon. I wrote about this in the blog post, “Demons and Seals of King Solomon and the World of Lucid Dreaming”.

Demon 4: Botis

The great President and Count. He appears as a big snake, but he can also take the shape of a human but with horns and big teeth. He carries sharp sword in his hand. He is the creator of past, present, and future. He can bring peace between enemies. Source: 72 Demons of King Solomon – Demonology

I (Arzoo) have definitely connected with Botis. He is actually a very smart and knowledgeable demon. I wrote about this earlier here. In this dream, I was in love with a young man who liked to read me his books. He was a very loving man and he loved sitting close to me. He did not had big teeth or horn though; is it because I did not want to see them? Here is what I wrote before: “Then a large male dragon came and attempted to injure the younger man. To my surprise, the younger man changed into a gigantic dragon and engaged in a battle with his bully. I sat and stared in fear until the younger dragon got injured. I couldn’t tolerate this any further so I willed myself to transform into a dragoness. Then, I attacked the dragon who interfered with our meeting. He attacked me back; and, I fell down. But, it was already too late. The meaner dragon felt compelled to fly away. The younger dragon was still too worried so he transformed back into his human self; picked my wounded body; and, flew out of the window. By the way, this young man looked like my younger brother who loves me a lot.” Reality is that there is “peace among enemies”, which is also one of the abilities of demon Botis, due to some of my efforts. Source: “Demons and Seals of King Solomon and the World of Lucid Dreaming”.

I felt curious about these dream characters so I printed some Seals of Solomon and pictures of these demons. I meditated on Botis’s picture for a while and reminded him that I was the girl from the above-mentioned lucid dream. Then I told him that I am unhappy and angry about some people who have been abusing me. Then I received a visual cue of some sort where very briefly, Botis’s sharp sword came out of the sheath. I fell back on my bed and tried not to think. I closed my eyes because I saw something very sharp in the hands of a demon I have learned to respect and love. I knew that this was an answer of some sort.

What adds to this thinking is an Islamic teaching that the Key of Solomon is supposed to be opened with the help of the “Beast of Earth” who will arrive near the Last Day of Earth. I must comment that I think the fact that I connected with the demons of Key of Solomon somehow indicates that the Key of Solomon is going to open in the future. I don’t know exactly when it’s going to open again; but, I do know that it could have opened a little bit inside my mind due to the turmoil the world is being put through.

All of the above supernatural and natural reasons are real inside my mind because every eye sees things differently. Thus, I have decided to write a poem about “ISIS”.

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Surviving Teenager Abuse Trauma

I was raised in a large Pakistani family. We lived in a mixed setting where people from different families used to live together. As a teenager, I faced trauma when a close relative of mine started hitting my two brothers. He wrecked their brains slowly until they started hitting the girls whenever they felt like it. There were times when one brother of mine would lock us in a room so that we may not be able to watch TV together.

True! There were many moments of peace and love among the family members. But, the reality is that all the victims grew up in a shunned and broken manner. I was called many names like “lazy”, “one who does not listen”, “procrastinator”, and “ugly”. All this was very destructive towards me because I started paying less attention to my school. I failed some classes; and, I had to take extra tuition lessons to get through. I also went through a major depression as a teenager, which was not treated fully because I never bothered to discuss it with those who would have heard me out. I used to use only my close friends to validate my needs. For instance, they used to get very surprised when I would ask them if I looked pretty or not? They would answer that, “Yes! you look really beautiful”; sometimes, I used to get scared after hearing this so I never told them that someone was always calling me “ugly” at home. Most of the times, I went through psychological abuse because someone else was being abused in front of me. I also went through mild sexual abuse as a teenager; and, I couldn’t discuss it with anyone because everyone else was busy handling other unresolved issues.

When I grew older and we moved to Canada, I got access to the Internet. I started learning things that I did not knew. For instance, I learned the words “sibling abuse”. It feels like torture reading all of this now when all this abuse is over.

In fact, research is showing sibling bullying is one of the most damaging types of bullying. By definition, it is an intentional act to hurt the other child. Sibling bullying can occur through name-calling, making negative remarks,and repeatedly putting-down the other sibling.  The bombardment of negativity can be psychologically damaging and its effects can last well into adulthood. Source: Sibling Bullying.

All these memories still show in the victims in traumatic ways. For example, sometimes, we argue a lot, which is very depressing. There are only some meetings where we meet in a happy manner and leave feeling satisfied. There are sòme meetings where psychological abuse takes place in an isolated manner or in a gang setting. We are trying to work together and help each other heal. We are still healing slowly on our own and in our own way. Even then, our bonds are strong; and, we know how to give each other personal space. This is why we are learning to grow while being away from each other.

I heal quickly because I am a lucid dreamer. Lucid dreams heal PTSD, which is caused by abuse of any sort. I had a super-brain so I still managed to heal over time. But, then the worst happened. A Buddhist Canadian male raped me; he was an Islamophobe and a woman-hater. Forcing me to do certain things was easy for him because I had some trauma hidden deep inside my mind. Domestic abuse, systemic oppression offered by Canada, and previous sexual assault trauma played a vital role in allowing my past wounds to resurface. This happened while I was still a virgin so obviously I could not figure things out quickly. As soon as I figured out what was going on, I escaped this devil’s clutches. I had zero support from my family on this. One relative requested me not to discuss this with anyone. Because of this, I am trying to get away from them permanently. This time, I healed myself again by using Lucid Dreams and by educating myself about rape and sexual assault trauma─according to AJ+ video “Spitting the Truth About Sexual Assault”, rape is a crime that is 100% related only to the offender.

I feel scared while living in Canada. I feel that Canada played a very big role in causing a new sexual assault. I am revealing most of the details although I understand the importance of privacy in such matters. I have to do this because that’s how life is. There is always a strong chance that the rapist will attempt to nullify my story and the officials will side with him because Canada is a very misogynist country. There is also the chance that someone innocent will be injured even if that person has apologized and changed substantially. I still need to feel secure about who I am and what all this actually means.  So I am choosing to disclose  most of the details. And, I am still in love with my family. I feel more rested now!

Last Words: Don’t think that at the end of the day, I won’t leak something out. I am an ENFP, just like Anne Frank. Anne Frank was designed with the help of the Nazis of Germany. Some weird things like bullying and exclusion happened to me after 9/11; and, I did go through workplace abuse during the times when Prime Minister Justin Trudeau felt pressured enough to leave some comments about this issue. The ENFP personality is supposed to create lessons that will last for longer than expected. This is why, just like Anne Frank, I documented everything in my book, “Intertwined“.

Further Readings

Trauma and Teenagers – Common Reactions

Treating Adult Survivors of Childhood Emotional Abuse and Neglect: A New Framework

Abuse Trauma: Resources for Therapists & Adult Survivors

A Helpful Way to Conceptualize and Understand Reenactments

Trauma – Reaction and Recovery

Introduction to Domestic Voilence and Rape

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Be Aware of Some Imams or Muslim Men Who Are Trying to Handle #MeToo Discussions

The Reviving the Islamic Spirit (RIS) conference that took place in 2018 actually had a speech on #MeToo movement. I heard from some friends that this speech was lead by a male Imam; and, I also saw a Facebook post about why women should be leading this discourse instead.

Although I was not present there, I still thought to cover this topic. I firmly believe that it would have helped a lot if women lead this particular discussion. You see, I hang around with Muslims a lot because I am a Muslim. There are times when some of the Imams and Muslim men say random and lame things that are extremely painful for sexual assault victims to hear. For instance, reminding someone to do a good deed is a common Islamic practise so an Imam may say, “Women should not point out a rapist unless it is true and even then this needs to be investigated”. I heard from my friends that something like this was actually mentioned during the RIS conference as well. Correct! Although there is no wrong is stating this but there is always a danger of overdoing this. For example, when most of the lectures start revolving around admonishing and preaching. Utterly boring and waste of time and money!

I did some research and found out some things that some or perhaps a lot of male imams and well-educated Muslim men won’t be able to tell you.

1) Imams and religious figures are incorrect when they admonish women to be truthful about revealing that someone has raped them. This is because by doing so they are unconsciously adding the “victim blaming” mentality into the masses. I have some material about how rapists think; and, I have learned that rapists easily say, “Don’t blame me” or “You wanted all of this”. What is the difference here when an imam continuously tells the masses, “women should not be pointing out any rapist unless it is true”. A friend of mine told me that some male Imam said this at the 2018 RIS conference. Apparently, he is approaching a very sensitive topic in a very insensitive manner. I know a raped woman who went through 2 years of depression and could not get out of her bed simply because her brother said one or two mean things to her after she was raped by a stranger. Even when I started discussing the situation behind my rape with a politically connected Canadian-Muslim man who was supposedly very religious, he gradually became awkward in his communication. I only had a brief cellphone conversation with him and one face-to-face meeting. I started talking to him because I was in a new city and needed a job fast; and, because he told me that he has helped abused women in the past. One day I texted him that I was not praying because I was not feeling so well. After hearing this, he said: “Satan is effective on you.” Here is a screenshot of this conversation. His comments are inside white textboxes and mine are inside green.

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A politically connected Canadian-Muslim man harassed me when I was discussing how I was unable to focus due to some abuse. Over time, I have learned that men’s definition of harassment is very different than women’s definition.
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This conversation took place on August 28, 2018. He is a well-connected man. This is why I think there are more such “popular” men who are stepping forward to help females and then doing a horrible job.

I blocked all the contacts he offered me as well as his email. It hit me that day that these men are learning something wrong; and, it is a group mentality.

Seriously! This topic #MeToo is really that sensitive. We all know that sexual assault victims can injure themselves further when they are told something that does not make any sense or somehow adds to the suffocating atmosphere that they have been conditioned in. Research shows that women don’t usually lie about being raped. According to a study conducted by FBI, only 8% of the rape accusations are false.  Very frankly, admonishing women to tell the truth should not even be the topic of debate because women usually do not lie about being raped. Read article, “Women Don’t Cry Rape“. Most of the stories and outcries we hear are true. Remember the case of Rehteah Parsons, the young Canadian girl who was gang raped! She was questioned so many times by some policemen and then verbally harassed by her community for speaking out that she ended up committing suicide. After being pressured by Hacktivist Anonymous community, the officials felt pressured to review her case again. This is when they conducted further investigations and found out that there were several flaws in police investigations. Read article, “Rehtaeh Parsons case review finds system ‘failed’“.  I feel speeches that are centered around preaching should not be utilized for the #MeToo campaign because these are focusing masses to perform stronger investigations while ignoring the rest of the critical concepts.

2) Some imams and religious figures are doing a horrible job at protecting women. I have been to some Canadian masjids; and, I am stunned to find out that only men are sitting inside offices and earning money. This sucks! Thus, it is clear that some of these men are not promoting women. Maybe most men aren’t doing this; I don’t have stats but only experience of being “shunned” repeatedly by men. They are neglecting the women, which is how these religious figures are allowing for mistreatment including rape. Read article, “Training Programs and Reporting Systems Won’t End Sexual Harassment. Promoting More Women Will“. Just standing up on stage and then preaching about telling truth or sharing some training programs or reports don’t do anything at all. Its like everyone repeating what everyone else is saying but no one knows the way out. The reality is that everyone needs to put a massive effort to integrate women, especially colored women since Canada is a very racist country.

3) Imams and Muslim men should receive training from Muslim women and learn about female psychology before they get on the stage to address their communities. They should focus less on learning from women who belong to other communities because those women don’t know much about the Muslim community. Here is a helpful quote from the article, “Cardinal Ouellet: Women should help screen, train priest applicants“.

Increasing the role of women in screening and training priests is among the steps that should be taken to prevent future sex abuse, said Cardinal Marc Ouellet, prefect of the Congregation for Bishops. Source: “Cardinal Ouellet: Women should help screen, train priest applicants“.

4) Some Muslim men and Imams are teaching Prophet Mohammad’s teachings in a very blind manner. This is why even fresh minds like the Muslim youth, the revert Muslims, and all the other eager learners are being mislead. For example, Prophet  Mohammad (peace be upon him) once said that mothers are three times more  important than men.

A man came to the Prophet and said, ‘O Messenger of God! Who among the people is the most worthy of my good companionship? The Prophet (PBUH) said: Your mother. The man said, ‘Then who?’ The Prophet said: Then your mother. The man further asked, ‘Then who?’ The Prophet said: Then your mother. The man asked again, ‘Then who?’ The Prophet said: Then your father. (Bukhari, Muslim) Source: The Importance of Mother in Islam.

Reality is that female psychology is not discussed in detail anywhere in Islam. The only famous phrase that discusses the importance of women is the one stated above. But, what if this phrase is referring to something bigger. For instance, the article, “Gender Issues: Communication Differences in Interpersonal Relationships“states that women focus more on building closer and trustworthy relationships and men focus on building status. For any given society and household, creating reliable relationships is more important than working on maintaining status because relationships are the basis of everything.  Read some of the dialogue provided in article “Gender Issues: Communication Differences in Interpersonal Relationships” to see how women can be misunderstood. For instance, it is easy for women to be labelled as “beggars” when they try to work on broken relationships.

I read in ancient Islamic text that Ayesha, the wife of Prophet Mohammad (peace be upon him) was a scholar. She taught many men and thus the men who came from  her circle were more versed in managing women. They had the opportunity to learn from her and observe how she behaves and reacts. They must have also noticed what kind of attitude made her angry or happy.  Because they were learning from her, they couldn’t have just started questioning her without questioning themselves or without asking more questions. That is how they promoted her within their society and protected the women. I must comment that I have met some Muslim and Christian men; and, I have realized that only a small number of these men have an idea about how to really integrate women without making them feel ashamed of anything they are lacking.

Saying all this, I definitely thank all the men who are trying to help me out one way or another. Make sure to share this post with your friends or family members because this is a very challenging topic; and, its not only hurting the women but also dismantling the structure and progress of religious places like Churches and Masjids. For example, I have been able to stop many bullies without training or with really less training. I once took a young confused women and fed and counseled her until she started kicking like a martial artist. How am I doing this? Shouldn’t the men be wondering how she is accomplishing all this? Shouldn’t they focus more on success cases like mine to read the rest of the women and use their skills to protect the societies and households? Read “Lucid Dreams Suggest That Women Should Be Leaders In Peacebuilding” to see why I think women should be paid really well for all their services including peacebuilding.

Before I leave, I must point out to you that the screenshot of this conversation shows that these text messages were exchanged on August 28, 2018. And, the RIS conference took place in Dec, 2018.  This conversation is somehow tying into how the #MeToo campaign was handled at the 2018 RIS conference. This is an example of Telepathy or Precognition.

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Source: https://muslimlink.ca/events/toronto/event/8652-ris-2018-reviving-the-islamic-spirit-convention

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Trump Talks Like Psychopath Eric Harris

Some years before Trump was elected, I was busy researching some writing courses about Mystery Fiction. Thus, I had a brief introduction to the Psychopath Eric Harris’s journal. Eric Harris was responsible for the Columbine High School Massacre that took place in 1999. I read it and left it rather quickly and without finishing it. I had to stop reading it because I am a poet; I feel lots of pain while reading such odd writings. It was painful because there is real poetry behind what he is actually trying to say. For example, he says that everyone has their own opinion so what makes you different? (p 26, 003) This is a question a good poet can answer after some thorough analysis of the self and others. Then he starts using his evil side where he says that people who already have misery in their lives should be killed (p 26,004).  I was very surprised to read stuff like this in a psychopath’s journal. I think what makes him wonderful is his ability to talk like he is reading poetry. I have read lots of poems and everytime I read some of Eric’s words, I feel a bit dizzy due to the strong lyrical sentences that is there. No wonder, he could generate copycats so quickly.

Now look at how Trump talks. Some of his comments are here in the NY Times article, “The 550 People, Places, and Things Donald Trump Has Insulted On Twitter: A Complete List“.  Here you can read a lot of his rude comments that include using insulting words and phrases like “incompetent”, “Sloppy Steve”, “dumped like a dog by almost everyone”, and “have no talent”. Now listen to the “I am the least racist person there is” poem, which is part of Robert Sear’s book “Beautiful Poetry of Donald Trump“. Again, you can see the same trend: soothing words combined with angry ones. This is how he is also generating copycats, people who are willing to follow him blindly. I think that the Hate crimes against Muslims, which took place after Trump was elected, are an example of copycat behaviour.

Even the most brilliant man in this world, Noam Chomsky, warned against Trump. Actually, he has been warning us for quite some while. Listen to his words. In this video, he says that you have to do something crazy in order to get public attention. Wow! This is something both Eric Harris and Trump think about a lot. I am sure you will start feeling more in control and comforted after listening to Noam Chomsky. Feel free to walk away from Trump because his speech is designed to break your character and personality just like Eric Harris’s speech does.

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Influence Of Angels on Lucid Dreamers and Telepaths

I know that angels visit people during their dreams and telepathic experiences. An angel that I distinctly remember communicating with Angel of Death—I know that its the Angel of Death because it stands near my feet. I have written before about how just before falling asleep, I sense a different glow around my body; and, I sense more including sensing the people I have learned to admire. Read the following posts:

Vibe Size

Energy Enhancement Part 1

Energy Enhancement Part 2

In my previous post, “What Kind of Angel Am I?“, I discussed that it is possible to see angels during lucid dreams. Of course! You should not be expecting the same vision as that of a real Prophet but there is still lots to learn. In this post, I am trying to nail how you can connect with angels and what you should be feeling while you do so.

YouTube video, How to SEE HEAR and FEEL ANGELS, Josie Grouse discusses how to write things you want to See, Hear, and Feel when you see an angel during your sleep. I think its worth trying this technique because it requires you to write things down, which helps you visualize what exactly you need.

Articles, “3 Signs That Angels Are Guiding You” and “12 Signs of Angels, Which Means Your Angels, Are With You!” share some signs that help you realize that your angels are with you. I receive the following signs during my telepathic or lucid dreaming encounters:

Telepathy

  • Hearing intelligent voices
  • Smelling some scent that comes from absolutely nowhere
  • An immense feeling of peace, understanding, and love
  • Music
  • Feelings and emotions
  • Changes in temperature (right before I fall asleep, my body temperature changes given that I am thinking about a spiritual or religious individual like a speaker. This is because that speaker is attracting angels towards himself/herself; and, I start sensing this)
  • Angels’ spiritual powers

Lucid Dreams

  • Smelling some scent just before I fall asleep and while I dream except this time I can somehow see it
  • An immense feeling of peace, understanding, and love
  • A sense of universal knowledge
  • Babies
  • Pets
  • Music
  • Feelings and emotions
  • Angels’ spiritual powers (I dreamt of seeing the universe or perhaps just a Black Hole today. I also saw a large hand that moved around until the universe or Black Hole became visible. The hand moved on top of something else—I will talk about this in detail in my book—in a particular sequence that was hard to identify)

I can see now how some very challenging prayers of mine just get accepted; and, how some demons and not just angels appear in my dreams to help me out.

To engage in a proper manner, make sure to read “How Guardian Angels Can Guide You in Lucid Dreams“.

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How To Detect A Narcissist Through Dreams?

I have a narcissist in my life and I am trying to get away in a very methodical manner; I  have to do this carefully because he is otherwise a real gentleman.  How can dreams help me find out if the narcissist is going to attack again? Well! You can get a dream signal. Fact: I got this dream signal about the narcissist just today. Fact: Something is going to happen again. I say something because his behaviour is unpredictable because he apologizes often. Here is my dream:

In this dream, I am carrying my younger brother who is a baby; taking care of him; and, feeding him. I am very busy and preoccupied with these tasks and the baby. I got so bored that she decided to tail this guy to the university campus. I texted him and told him that I am coming to see him. He does not text back or perhaps says okay to my inquiry. I take this as a signal that I can go there. After wasting a lot of gas and some effort, I got to the campus. There was a class going on somewhere; a professor was talking to someone; the professor closed the door after finishing his brief conversation; then, he started listened to what his class has to say. I moved around in this interesting place. Someone is playing a piano. I can see two men sitting near the piano: one is learning and the second is teaching. I am wearing a shalwar qameez (traditional Pakistani dress) in this dream; and, so I feel surprised when two foreign men stopped to play with the baby. I let them play with my baby; and, I notice their smiles and comments in an aware manner. Somewhere in this dream, my baby brother changes his face. I feel more relaxed because I love both babies although I cannot tell who the second baby is.

I paid zero attention to all the attractive signals in this dream because I was thinking about this dude. If I paid attention to these other dream characters, then the entire dream would have different. I look around and finally find his backpack and laundry on a table in a large cafe. I leave my shoulder bag and laundry there as well. Finally, he gets there to see me. The first thing he says to me, “You guys are so controlling.” I think he meant, “Oh! so you got all the way here.” I ignored his comment and said, “I have to go buy a banana and feed it to the baby.” He thinks, “Oh! that’s nice of you.” He watches me slowly as I walk over to buy a banana.

I woke up soon after I heard this mean comment. I started wondering that if he does not want me there, then why didn’t he text me back or use a thought to convey a message? I was already so stressed from taking care of the baby. Why did he just lead me on like this? By saying mean things, he is closing my feelings so that my emotions may pent up and then I finally blow due to exhaustion. He apologizes so that I may cave into the upcoming exhaustion and become a codependent. In real life, he says demeaning things like “You are crazy” or “You need help” every now and then. Everything is at risk: my life, my career, and my independence. What if he is having fun by making me cry and that is why he apologizes right away! I feel my self-esteem is being shaken gradually. This is why I have started believing that I am dealing with a The Co-Dependent Enabling Narcissistic Cycle.

Now let us review this dream again. This man just said something degrading to me again in the dream. Dreams are a type of dimension and they can sometimes open the future. So, I will cancel some of our future meetings because I am afraid that he is going to try to label me as “controlling” this time. This dream signal showed me that he never meant anything when he apologized to me last time. Another thing that I have learned is that it is possible to use past characters from one’s life to create an alternate reality where you may see the subject of concern behave. Reality is that my younger brother is not a baby anymore; and, he is very much grown up. I just learned how to use his dream character to check on something. He is very nice, easygoing, and trustworthy man. So it is easier for me to use his dream character to create a mood to find certain things out.

So this is just one way the dreams can teach you how to stop domestic abuse. I hope you enjoyed learning from me; and I am hoping that you will soon gain this skill.

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What Kind Of Angel Am I?

I have been thinking about how I should connect to angels through dreams. Perhaps, I have met many angels through sleep without realizing that I did; but, I remember meeting the Angel of Death. First, I thought that the entity that used to stand at my feet was just another shadow creature. But, when I reviewed some Islamic scriptures, I realized that the Angel of Death stands near one’s feet.

To understand how angels function, I spoke with a younger woman who is versed in some parts of Islamic scriptures. She said that the angels are like humans in many ways; but, they cannot disobey God’s commands because their brains and bodies don’t let them do this task. After gaining experience as a lucid dreamer, I realized that I was always moving from what is familiar to me to what is foreign to me. So my new thought was that if I were to learn about what kind of angel I resemble more, then maybe I can open a connection with those angels through my sleep. Thus, I went to Quizony and completed the quiz, “What Kind of Angel Are You?

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According to Quizony, I am a Dominion.

Quizony focused on questions about best qualities, favourite hobbies, work style and skills, independence, and how one behaves towards friends. The result stated that I was like a Dominion angel who takes orders from high-class angels and then gives tasks to lower-class angels. You can learn about Dominion angels by reading articles Dominions – What is a Dominion? and Dominion Angels. According to this site, a famous Dominion angel was Zadkiel who stopped Prophet Abraham from sacrificing his son.  Funny thing is that I feel Dominions are a close match because I overlap with them a lot. For example, I would rather delegate tasks from higher officials to the rest; and, I would rather listen and learn a lot before I complete an assigned task.

Because I am really smart, I clicked on another quiz. This YouTube video was titled “What Kind of Angel Are You?” I scored 320 on this, which took me to the result, “Guardian Angel”. According to BeliefNet, a famous archangel, Archangel Michael is a warrior angel. And, I have always felt fascinated by this angel because he holds a sword; and, I like self-defense. You must have read on my blog that I fight oppressive people a lot; and, that I am documenting everything so that I may finish the story, She: The Mirror.  Two facts that you must know about me are 1) I think like a cop; and, 2) I can create a temporary ceasefire and then create a permanent exit. Writing is the best way to tackle the worst among us because your written material lasts even if you are dead.

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Here is a childhood picture of mine edited in PhotoLab. If I were an angel, I would think less. But, I am a human who is learning from humans, angels, and God so I have to think more.

One thing that lucid dreaming does is that it opens the stuff that you already are open towards. You should learn about angels in detail because these play a critical role in the world of lucid dreams.

The Ranks of Angels

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11 Types of Angels for Every Need

Ranks of Angels

Christian Angelology

Angels in Islam

Angels in Judaism

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Demons and Seals of King Solomon and the World of Lucid Dreaming

I have been analyzing my lucid dreams in new light after I learned about the Key of Solomon. Three aspects of lucid dreaming that inspired me to investigate this in detail are 1) Shadow Figures; 2) Otherworldly monsters; and, 3) my new-found ability to fly. First, I wanted to think that all this was just my very eccentric and vast imagination at work; later, I found out similar data in Carl Jung’s book “The Red Book”.

I thought about all this; thus, I allowed myself to drift into deep dreaming states often. Eventually, I figured out that Lucid Dreaming is allowing for very well-defined mathematical and geometric patterns as well as monsters of some sorts to open up in my world.

I have seen lots of patterns and sceneries; but, I cannot describe them fully because I don’t know how to draw. That is why I am looking for help from real artists or animators to draw some stuff that I have seen. And, I have seen lots of monsters or monsters who have shapeshifted.

I want to talk about some monsters that I feel appeared in my sleep and that are actually  mentioned in the Lesser Key of Solomon. Watch the video “72 Demons of King Solomon – Demonology” before you read the rest of this blog post.

Demon 1: Samigina

He is a big Marquis. He appears as a small horse or a donkey; but, sometimes he takes human shape too. He speaks…passing words of the ones who died in sin. Source: 72 Demons of King Solomon – Demonology

I have seen this demon before. I ride it often. It is fast and like a real horse. It has never taken human shape in front of me. You can read one of these dreams here. Once, I saw it coming out of a relative’s home some years after a senior relative had died. What if it was stating that she died in sin? You know I don’t share this often; but, I know that she was verbally abusive towards some of the younger women who lived in that house.

Demon 2: Marbas

The President who appears as a powerful lion; but, sometimes he takes a human shape too. He speaks honestly about all secret things or hidden things. He is the one who is the healer as well as the one who is bringing the diseases. He is good in mechanics and he can turn people in everything he wants. Source: 72 Demons of King Solomon – Demonology

I was visited by Marbas as well. I found him very friendly, gentle, and open. He appeared in the form of a lion; walked with me as we navigated through a scene that was filled with snow; and, slowly changed into a man. I woke up as soon as he changed into a male. His manner of conduct still startles me because he felt like a very caring entity. I was surprised when today I found this description of the “Marbas”; I was even more shocked when I read that this entity is a healer.

Demon 3: Beleth

Horrible and Powerful King. He rides on a white horse while all kind of music surrounds him. He is furious if he is called first; he must be held and handled in a triangle or a circle and with a stick of hazel; and, he must be turned to the South-East. He must be welcomed as a King with respect; but, no matter what you must wear a silver ring on the middle finger of your left hand and always near your face. He makes love happen among men and women and he comes from the Order of Power. Source: 72 Demons of King Solomon – Demonology

I recently had a crush on a foreigner I happened to meet at a conference. I fell asleep thinking about a whole lots of things when he appeared in a large van. I was sitting at the back; and, I was holding a child. Then, the van just zoomed through the time wrap. I could sense all sorts of chaos, rage, fury, power, and knowledge inside that van. The scenes, which I could view through the windows of the van, changed and changed as the van moved through time. It felt like watching music of some sort, the scenes changed really that fast. This is when I saw that the van was moving inside what appeared like a triangle. How the triangle appears in this dream is funny. I see that there are two buses and that their fronts meet somehow although it is not an accident. Then, our van seems to pass right through this triangle almost as if the triangle did not exist. The description above states that Beleth must be turned South-East; I don’t know what it means but there was a clock in that van that was used to cause the movement of the van. The clock could move only when the guy or the gal touch it; and, set it to some specific numbers. Soon, I wished/screamed due to shock that this man should go away simply because I haven’t known him for too long; this is when a rather scary and disoriented man appeared and caused many accidents as he drove. I started screaming that my crush should come back; and, I think he came back. After reading this description, I realized that Beleth makes love happen among men and women and he comes from the Order of Power. Love was demonstrated in this dream when the man stopped the car on purpose so that I may get out and relax; and, when he listened to my entire commentary. Order of Power was demonstrated in this dream when I traveled through time and appeared in a different country, which I think was New Zealand; and, when I briefly attended a Christmas party. The van would have actually traveled in circles as the woman tried to make the man turn it around and go back. I didn’t see what happened next, whether it actually turned around or not. Also, the silver ring was still kind of there. I am lucid so I can massage my fingers and imagine wearing rings as Totems. What if Totem rings are used to control some demons that help you with lucid dreaming!I recorded everything in an audio and sent this audio to my closest friend. It was kind of exciting

Demon 4: Botis

The great President and Count. He appears as a big snake, but he can also take the shape of a human but with horns and big teeth. He carries sharp sword in his hand. He is the creator of past, present, and future. He can bring peace between enemies. Source: 72 Demons of King Solomon – Demonology

I have definitely connected with Botis. He is actually a very smart and knowledgeable demon. I wrote about this earlier here. In this dream, I was in love with a young man who liked to read me his books. He was a very loving man and he loved sitting close to me. He did not had big teeth or horn though; is it because I did not want to see them? Here is what I wrote before: “Then a large male dragon came and attempted to injure the younger man. To my surprise, the younger man changed into a gigantic dragon and engaged in a battle with his bully. I sat and stared in fear until the younger dragon got injured. I couldn’t tolerate this any further so I willed myself to transform into a dragoness. Then, I attacked the dragon who interfered with our meeting. He attacked me back; and, I fell down. But, it was already too late. The meaner dragon felt compelled to fly away. The younger dragon was still too worried so he transformed back into his human self; picked my wounded body; and, flew out of the window. By the way, this young man looked like my younger brother who loves me a lot.” Reality is that there is “peace among enemies”, which is also one of the abilities of demon Botis, due to some of my efforts.

Demon 5: Purson

The Great King. He appears as a man with lion head carrying a snake on his hand, riding a bear with trumpets in front of him. He hides and finds hidden treasure and gives straight answers to all the questions you ask. He brings good spirits in house. Source: 72 Demons of King Solomon – Demonology

I think I met this demon in Jan 2017, before finishing an interview in Feb 2017. In this dream, I saw Carl Jung—I think he is a good spirit because he makes my dreams super powerful—sat on a seat that was placed inside a large and deserted room. The seat is the bear that Purson rides. There was no one else there except for Carl. He was tall and had the ability to beckon any soul towards him with ease. This matches the description that Purson can answer all your questions and bring good spirits to the house. I examined him from far away. Soon, I realized that he was not alone at all. I first SAW a smell of some sort; then I thought I saw some sort of dark presence wrapped around him; as I stared further, the dark presence moved a little and whiffs of rotten smell spanned across the room and reached me. This matches the description of the snake on the hand of Purson; we all know that snakes can wrap themselves around people very easily. Carl remained unmoving towards this presence as my head started whirling at how strong and strange that smell was. I also felt some sort of creative music and solitude in his kind presence. This again matches the description of Purson who always carries a trumpet. I woke up soon after this; and, I felt that if I had the strength and courage to go near him, then he would have started talking like the rest of my dream characters. Was Carl there in spirit form and telling me about my upcoming ordeals? Was the bad smell there due to these upcoming negative experiences? I was rejected from the interview and my dad fell ill. All this happened in Feb 2017 and this dream took place in Jan 2017. Or was this dream signal actually an indication of some sort of overlap between Carl Jung, my father, and the interviewer? My father healed pretty soon, which matches the description of how Purson brings good spirits in the house. So these were all “straight answers to some questions”, which is what Purson offers.

The first demon I ever communicated with was “Bagarbilla”. I wrote about him here.  I was able to put this demon under my control by instructing it to obey my commands. I must comment that I was a child back then; and, I was not exposed to any data about demons and magic. Even then, I was able to communicate with demons and spirits because these are a part of the world of lucid dreams. An Islamic teaching states that humans are superior than jinns (demons). What if some of this superiority is in form of dreams? Of course! in the dream world, we humans are mostly observing and learning. But, are we also controlling the world around us by employing power on demons of the dreams? I think the answer to this question is “Yes!”. I say “Yes!” because I have been able to create some change by blogging about my dreams.

According to the Lesser Key of Solomon, the above-mentioned demons were captured by King Solomon who was a Prophet of Islam. According to some ancient Islamic text that I have read, the jinns have religions, intellect, and free will. What if these demons arrive easily in the world of lucid dreams because they were captured by King Solomon? I am going to cut pictures of Key of Solomon’s Seals and Demons and stick them to index cards. I will review these patterns and spirits before falling asleep. I will use the lucid visualization techniques to beckon all this.

So far, I have been willingly talking to angels and God only before falling asleep; I do this task simply because I am a Muslim. I just learned from Wikipedia page “Shem HaMephorash” that there are angels ruling over these demons and that some Psalms of David can be used to control them. I already know this teaching because it is taught in Islam as well. For example, the Ayat-ul-Qursi of the Quran is known to burn bad demons simply because it talks about “Throne of One God, Allah”. The things that are taught in the Wikipedia page, “Shem HaMephorash” are different than what I already know. Summoning demons and spirits in an aware manner would be an interesting task, I think. Let us see what happens next!

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Is There Any Point of Holding Peace Conferences in Abu Dubai or UAE?

I just watched a Peace conference that just took place in Abu Dubai, “Fifth Forum for Promoting Peace in Muslim Societies” (video 1, video 2, video 3). In Video 2, Manal Mohammad Omar who is the CEO of “Across Red Lines USA” stated, “Extremists target women as perpetrators and as victims. One of the things that destabilizes a community is to destabilize the women who are usually the backbone of the community. The way this can be countered is to integrate women from the very beginning into all phases whether it is economic, security, nation building, and especially at the time of transition.”

Nice words! I already know that this is the answer simply because I was never integrated really well in Canada. I struggled a lot to achieve whatever I could achieve; and, I can see how my lack of knowledge is directly related to Canada’s inability to properly integrate qualified and talented colored women. A White friend of mine got a job after crying at an interview; and, I was not given a job because a male interviewer complained that I was not making “sufficient” eye contact. The reality is that I did make eye contact with him even when I was under pressure to make eye contact with everyone else at a panel interview. This male interviewer tried deleting an entire situation from my mind by gaslighting me. He told me that I will be working with him; and, thus I should be making eye contact with him. I felt that he wanted me to think that he was more important than the other interviewers; and, that is why he was trying to find a way to chide me. What if he was thinking of forcing me to do something later on! I mean making eye contact during sex is also very important; and, Canadian corporate companies tend to shove a whole lot of stuff about assaults and abuse under the rug. These kinds of sadistic moves are very common in Canada.

Now let us discuss how Manal’s warm words lack meaning inside my mind! According to Wikipedia, Princess Latifa is the daughter of the Ruler of Dubai and Prime Minister of UAE Sheikh Mohammed bin Rashid Al Maktoum. #FreeLatifa campaign is being run by the “UAE Civil and Criminal Justice Specialists”. According to the official website of #FreeLatifa campaign, Princess Latifa dissapeared on March 4th 2018 with the help of a French businessman and former navy officer Hervé Jaubert. She was caught with the help of the Indian Coast Guards and returned to Abu Dubai. The court issued a very brief statement that she is okay at her home, which is what tells me that we are dealing with someone who is highly narcissistic in nature. You can read some of my commentary in the blog post, “Please Help! Princess Latifa Of Dubai Is In Extreme Danger Please Help! Princess Latifa Of Dubai Is In Extreme Danger“. In this post, I have left a link to the “Human Rights Watch” page that discusses how women are mistreated in UAE.

Here are two quotes that tell you what this Princess thinks of the ruler of Abu Dubai and Prime Minister of UAE, Sheikh Mohammed bin Rashid Al Maktoum.

“I’ve been mistreated and oppressed all of my life,” she wrote one day, according to an email shared by Jaubert. “Women are treated like subhumans. My father … can’t continue to do what he’s been doing to us all.” Source: Missing Emirati princess ‘planned escape for seven years’

He’s the most evil person I’ve ever met in my life. He’s pure evil. There’s nothing good in him. He’s responsible for so many people’s deaths and ruining so many people’s lives.

He doesn’t care about anyone. Source: Sheikha Latifa Bint Mohammed Bin Rashid Al Maktoum Princess Dubai Royal Family Full Video.

OK! I think that all the Peace conferences and meetings that are held in UAE from here onwards should invite the princesses and any other female members of the Royal Family and should involve them in discussions about Women Rights. Obviously after reading about Princess Latifa’s condition, I am not going to sit and derive lots of lessons from Abu Dubai’s Peace conferences.

Lastly, I must comment that Manal’s words were still a bit comforting. I mean it is very hard for colored women to be properly integrated and be respected in Canada; and, that is how Canadian communities and society are very unstable in nature. So it still helps to listen to what a foreigner is telling you.

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