Prayer Or Telepathy: Connecting Two Seemingly Unconnected Dots

Something very odd happened to me just a couple of days ago. On July 14 around 11 am, an online friend of mine who lives in UK sent me a video by Nashiha Pervin in response to a discussion about types of abuse Muslim women are facing in their community. I met this guy many years ago when I joined an Islamic forum; for some reason, I felt like keeping in touch with him through email.

This email was sent to me from UK on July 14, 2019 at 11:18 am.

So I watched this recording and then went over some other items offered by Nashiha Pervin. I finally posted the video “GROWING UP POOR TO PAYING OFF $42,000 IN DEBT: MY STORY & ADVICE TO BECOMING DEBT-FREE!” in the Forgotten Femmes group at 1:50 pm on July 14. Although this video discusses how to save up and eliminate debt, there is some information about use of Black Seed to treat illnesses. Specifically, Nashiha Pervin discusses how Prophet Mohammad (peace be upon him) used to say that Black Seed treats everything except for death.

I posted this video on Forgotten Femmes at 1:50 pm on July 14.

At 3:00 pm on July 14, I called an American friend of mine whom I had recently met online. She had emailed me earlier and asked me to call her. For the first time since we started communicating, she shared how she was trying to treat a certain kind of cancer. I talked to her for around 55 minutes; consoled her; and, promised to follow up after the call was over.


I connected with my American friend on July 14 at 3 pm for 55 minutes. Notice the email account @….edu.

After the call, I thought back to how my online friend from UK had sent me a link to Nashiha Pervin’s YouTube channel; and, how one of her videos discuss benefits of Black Seed. Then, I googled for info online and found an article that recommends use of Black Seed to treat cancer. Here is this article, “Benefits of black seed oil“. I emailed this article to the American friend who was suffering from cancer at 4:26 pm.

Email sent to @….edu account at 4:26 pm on July 14.
Email offered link to the article I found on Google.

Now notice something fascinating about all of this:

  • Both of the other players were never in contact with me in person; and, I have only known them online.
  • Both of them unknowingly played a part in this puzzle.

Now, here is something that happened way before this incidence. Some years ago, I lost one of my younger cousins due to a particular kind of cancer. I promised him when I talked to him before he died that I will find out how to treat his cancer. That promise was never completed on time because God wanted to take his soul away─Prophet Mohammad (peace be upon him) said that Black Seed can cure everything except death. Even then when the correct time arrived, God answered my prayer. But, because of the way God answered it, I was left wondering if it was just a telepathic event or answer to an older prayer─sometimes my prayers just get fulfilled, which is why I call them the “Silver Bullet“.

Now notice this detail about this entire story:

  • Death is different than diseases, illnesses, accidents, or other unfortunate life threatening incidences.

I feel that I must leave the article, “KALAUNJI (Nigella sativa): A remedy for every diseases” here as well. It helps to read all the benefits of Black Seed.

Time behaves differently around me because I am a lucid dreamer and because I pray to God (Allah) for protection. See category “Lucid Dreams” and “Psychic Realm” to read more relevant blog posts.

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Canada Is One Of The Worst Countries For Women

Canada is one of the worst countries for women—by women, I am referring to both White and Colored women. Before I start talking about why I feel that Canada is unsafe for colored women, I must point out the case of the White Canadian women. My comment is based on conversations that I had with 3 White Canadian women. They were all very silent, dismissive, and submissive about their ongoing abuse. I feel they were treated worst than animals by their partners or colleagues; and, then they initially chose to keep quiet due to the lack of support by their family and community.

Saying this, I must now point to the fact that the condition of the Colored women is waaaayyyy worse than that of the White women. For example, White women are more likely to be given a job during a co-op or after a co-op; and, the Colored women are very likely to struggle for month or even years before they are offered a real job. Abuse that takes place against the Colored women gets easily hushed because 1) some of these women are new to Canada and thus are not aware of how Human Rights work in Canada; 2) some of these women are young; 3) some of these women have very challenging circumstances so complaining against abuse means allowing their children or siblings to be further injured; 4) some of these women have hidden or visible disabilities; 5) abuse usually takes place in a gang setting where women are brainwashed by more than one individual; 6) some of the victims do not trust anyone because their abusers used to make them trust them; and, 7) some of the victims do not offer the Canadian system because they have read on credible media outlets how abuse is taking place in religious and academic places as well as workplaces.

According to Reuters’ article “Factbox: Which are the world’s 10 most dangerous countries for women?“, America is one of the most dangerous countries for women. When I read this article, I felt very shocked and dismayed because Canada was not on this list.Why is Canada not on the list when I have been observing women being harshly mistreated for around 20 years? There are workplaces here where they are repeatedly harassing women; stressing them beyond their limit; and, then expecting them to continue “friendly” relationships or keep managing work despite all the offered insensitivity.

I was lucky because I got some of my answers after I researched the web! Maclean’s article “Canada’s race problem? It’s even worse than America’s” clearly identified that Canada’s racism problem is more severe than that of America. CBC also published an article titled “UN human rights committee slams Canada’s record on women“, which points out how UN provided Canada criticism and recommendations in several areas including Gender Equality and Missing and Murdered Aboriginal Women.

So how come Canada’s name does not show up in the list provided by the Thomson Reuters Foundation. See Reuters’ article “Factbox: Which are the world’s 10 most dangerous countries for women?“.

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My Instincts Say “Nay”

By: Arzoo Zaheer a.k.a. Dot a.k.a. Fractal

Unknowingly, unwontedly, I stumbled upon a mighty foe
A bastard child of sheer ignorance and hatred, ye know
A monster that ruthlessly tears the frail fabric of the society
Fed lovingly by the mainstream media, prejudices, and false notoriety
An ideology lovingly propagated by popular culture of some
A chameleon that deceptively changes colors to become
A deceptive snake writing within naïve hearts and minds
A deceptive snake writhing within naïve hearts and minds

They boast that they are magically superior somehow
Race, culture, ethnicity, technology, and wealth, oh wow!
Their list of useless reasons just continues and is expanded upon
Implicitly and explicitly in attitude, lingo, education, and tone
A social construct it is, falsely believed to be a scientific one
A construct that brutally silences the meek and weak, my hun
Encouraging the feeble-minded to hostility and “sleep”
A different sort of a psychopath that regularly brutalizes the weak

You foolish Racist! Remember the “Roots”
“Roots” of the past, tomorrow and of forever
“Roots” that intertwine like those of the tree
Holding strongly to give life and strength to the “free”
Oh, why your inner disease infects the “Roots” of the trees?
Leading to unwanted infection and decay of their A B Cs
And eventually, among us, a noiseless sound echos
As the tree falls to the ground—a silent pathos

A blackened heart
A broken heart
Some blackened hearts
Some broken hearts
Countless blackened hearts
Countless broken hearts
Now, oh racist, do you see?
Do you see, or are you still blind?

Ridicules so casually thrown at a person by a person
“Why are you living here? Go back to your country, you bison”
Ridicules sung in foreign languages by old ladies on the sidewalks
Harassments so casually tolerated by the “colored”; thoughts that stalk
Legal decisions carefully and pointlessly drafted on termination papers
“Unfortunately, the contract has ended because of such and such”

Huh! Decisions are Silent Derisions

Racial profiling and media propaganda eventually turns into
A war machine maniacally designed for genocide, just to subdue

“Social colonialism” gradually colonizes the “Others”
As the “dominant ones” foolishly marginalize their own brothers
Creating societal power differences within this so-called “democracy”
Creating socioeconomic disparities, disabling “minorities”, such hypocrisy
Senselessly creating “poverty” despite beautifully rich “diversity”
Marginalizing “Others” to the extent of retardation, oh a perversity

The “perpetrators” have no skin, they have no skin
The “perpetrators” have no skin, they have no skin
“They” took my voice, so I spoke with pen, paper and ink
“They” took my voice, so I spoke with pen, paper and ink

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Discussing Personal Issues While Eating Shows Real Concern

I have been requested a couple of times by certain relatives that I should not discuss some of my personal issues inside their house and that I must abstain from complaining about things that bother me while eating.

I feel this neglect of women is very common now; and, everyone is engaging in this including those Muslims who appear very pious and generous.

This is why I have always discussed most of my critical issues with certain women while hiding from the rest. We discuss these things while having tea and eating snacks⁠—its hard to catch what we are really doing this way.

I feel that nowadays only some people can show genuine concern in a safe mannerthe current systems of education and governance are partially to blame for this. Members of one’s household cannot really be in the same position as someone one once networked with and who promised one something but never gave it to him/her.

Every time, I think I am going to have a great tea party with a lady, I end up listening to some gruesome truth. This is how I get laden with issues; and, there are times when there are more issues than solutions. What I have hated gravely about the Muslims I have known as well as the Canadian society is the fact that every day there are more and more abused women. What’s even more disgusting is that even some men who are from the world of Interfaith Dialogue do not know much about the realities women especially Canadian Muslim women are facingI try not to laugh when I meet one of such men because their version of reality is so brainwashed that almost anyone can crack out. I believe they are like this because they are treated better owing to their male gender. But, I know that the abused women or survivors of abuse can’t think that perfectly, which is more real inside my mind.

Overall, all this is a never-ending tale.

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Lucid Dreamers Have Better Metacognition

Around a year ago, I met a local artist who loved to draw and paint. She showed me several of her lovely pieces. But, I ended up picking one of her incomplete works—she gave it to me for free since it was unfinished. Here is a photo of that painting. IMG_3940

She asked me why I liked this one; and, I frankly told her that I loved it more than the rest because the colors made me feel peaceful. This is an example of metacognition; i.e. thinking of thinking.

I think I like it.

I think about why I like it.

I know I like it because I feel peaceful by looking at it.

Later, when I checked out the article, “7 realxing colors and how they affect your mood“, I found out that yellow, green, and violet colors are known to relax the viewers.

According to the article, “Lucid dreams and metacognition: Awareness of thinking; awareness of dreaming“, lucid dreamers have larger brain areas that are dedicated to self-reflection or metacognition.

What’s funnier is that I know that you know that I am exceptional. That’s what the article “Lucid Dreamers Know They Have Bigger Brains and More Self Reflection. And They Know that You Know” states.

I love lucid dreaming; and, I like the fact that it is something that can be learned over time. The best part about this ability is that it allows me to derive pleasure and satisfaction from very insignificant things as well, such as this painting.

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ENFP Personalities Are Considered Champions Because They Struggle With Dilemmas

As an ENFP, I have experienced many dilemmas throughout my life and at different levels. These dilemmas are built inside me due to the nature of my mind and personality.  One fundamental dilemma that I struggle with on daily basis is as follows:

As an ENFP, I believe in social justice. I use poetry to enter this struggle. During my spare time, my creative mind requires a daily dose of music, lyrics, and dance. Thus, I watch interesting music videos and engage in dancing. However, listening to audios and dancing can be both pretty stressful. It can temporarily break the relaxed mental state that is needed to enter lucid dreams. Since I cannot exist without aforementioned forms of arts, I sometimes allow for an epic phenomenon like lucid dreams to not take place. Then I have to give up on this fun stuff and adopt the mental and physical states required to dream properly. I can feel genuinely novel pain while I perform these activities, since I cannot perceive myself as a complete human being without any of these conflicting states. This helps me become better in the future since changes only cause the elements of any given system to eventually attain congruence.

Thus you can see that the ability to notice and realize a dilemma is one of the most basic ability of the ENFP personalities. Dilemmas play a critical role in achieving social justice. For instance, whistleblower Edward Snowden faced an ethical dilemma when he chose to leak some information from the American government to the journalists. The dilemma was simple: He vowed to protect the information presented after he was hired; and, he vowed to protect the rights of the citizens especially the vulnerable. So now he is being hunted because he quickly saw this dilemma and chose a course of action. This is exactly why ENFPs are considered leaders who can create personal and social change.

One of my siblings correctly labels me as a “hurricane” or “storm”. The daily chaos and peace felt within is really at that level. Interestingly a hurricane/storm has an eye; and, I have a third eye that opens during lucid encounters. LOL!

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How Canada Abuses Victims Of Abuse

Victims of abuse can be jailed because they are confused and did something wrong. For example, someone who was born to a man who just hits to convey his point will think that that is the right way. This conclusion is based on the Bobo Doll experiment, which shows that people learn through acts of rewarding and punishment and by watching these acts being performed on someone else. Read “Bobo Doll Experiment“.

Now, read the following articles:

Exposing Canada’s ugly mental-health secret
Why more Canadian millennials than ever are at ‘high risk’ of mental health issues
Half of Canada’s prisoners were abused as children, McMaster study suggests

So all of these are suggesting that mostly children and poor victims are likely to go unattended and thus abused further through jailing or legal fines. I cannot believe this! I cannot believe that Canada is playing a role in creating mental health issues!

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What My Gut Feelings Told Me About Canada’s Role in Iraq’s War

I sometimes receive very strong gut feelings about certain things. I believe this ability is based on what exactly is being polished through dreams. I have received dreams of war zones before. In one dream, I felt kind of awake and I asked about the White House. Soon, I kind of saw a dark place where walls were filled with blood; perhaps, I just heard the voice say it and not saw this. I think I felt I saw a woman who was crying for help; but, I never really saw it and only felt this. I woke up after this. This one was kind of confusing; but, I fully realized it was telling me the truth. Of course! I had read about the atrocities conducted by US before; but, watching this through a dream is a very unique and intense experience.

This odd game does not end here. When Canada told everyone that they won’t go into Iraq because UN advised against it, I felt glad thinking about it. I used to not think about this; and, then I used to struggle to think about this. Sometimes while thinking rather deeply about Canada’s role in Iraq as well as how it connects with America, I used to get this deep feeling that we shouldn’t trust what Canada says because Canada usually sides with America when no one is watching. Today when I asked myself about Canada’s role in Iraq, I heard the same voice. So I investigated this and found out a new article, “Canada in Iraq : The Hidden War“, which was published in 2015.

OK! So I was right again.

I had the same queer gut feeling when Obama was being elected. I just decided not to side with him when some of my acquaintances were running to America to help Obama in his campaign. Later, after his election, people found out how Obama dropped bombs in some countries. Read “America dropped 26,171 bombs in 2016. What a bloody end to Obama’s reign“.

I get such gut feelings sometimes. Once I prevented a kidnapping when I was a child by using these voices. Another time, I had a dream about Mulder (David) & Scully (Gillian) around the time the 25th anniversary of X-files was going to take place.


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How My Detective Self Sometimes Work

Well! I am just like a real detective simply because I can spy while I am awake or asleep. Sometimes, some stuff just gets stuck in my mind and it nudges at me differently than the rest. For instance, I have watched only some videos of Indian actress of Sushmita Sen; but, after watching a particular dance video, I realized pretty soon that I was looking at a dilemma of some sort. I felt that the actress had a much stronger gravity than what the video was trying to depict. So I researched her and found an article about her on the official website of Miss Universe. According to this article, Sushmita Sen was elected the 43rd Miss Universe in  1994; she has also acted as an entrepreneur; and, she has received the “Peacemakers of the World, Osaka, Japan” award. Notice how quickly I catch data that interests me! This is how I have met so many heroes during my sleep. I guess this ability makes me a hero as well!


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