Bonds
How Individualism Is Hurting Us
I have been thinking about how some Canadians behave in a manner that I consider abhorrent. This is because they are very individualistic in nature. Even some of the people who have decided to work or live in Canada and who were originally from holistic societies become individualistic in the long run. That’s an example of taking the path of least resistance, which is the theme of the cartoon movie Wall-E.
My Attachment To Sociology Taught Me How Crushes And Love Work
When I was studying at University of Toronto, I experienced strong psychological need to learn as much as possible. My need was so massive that I could not focus on one particular program. I started out with a Major in Biological Sciences. After one year of studies, I realized that I was simply not performing the way I had expected myself to perform. Thus, my marks were lower than I expected…
I Wonder What My Babies Are Going To Be Like!
I wonder what my babies are going to be like! I think about this whenever I touch my tummy. I am not married yet; but, I strongly feel that I will have a husband and kids. I can sometimes almost hear them! I have always felt them around me! I am writing this note here for my kids to see. I learned this strategy from another mom who wrote a diary for her baby. When my babies will grow old enough, I will show them this note…
Daydreaming About Someone You Love Creates Stunning Lucid Dreams
I daydream often because it ties into my creativity and helps me sleep well. Read “I Daydream Often”. Yesterday, I daydreamt about a relative of mine who is very close to me. He is very loving, forgiving, and creative in nature. I have always felt so close to him that I actually created a character for my novel “Koh Kaaf” while thinking about him (blog post 1, blog post 2). This character, Alessio, is a very strong jinn who possesses…
Teach Girls To Protect Each Other At An Early Age
When I was a teenager, God put me through a scary trial. We lived in a small village in Pakistan. It was usual for us to get chased by a large mob of young men when we would go to study tuition. We tried solving this together by staying close to each other; identifying how the mob used to form and who were the participants; and, then finally complaining to one of our teachers in a group setting. My participation in this process was…
Telepathic Signal From My Niece: Conquering The Waters
I have a 1 year old niece who has felt super-smart to me even when she was in her mother’s womb. I have felt her many times while she was unborn by touching her mother’s tummy. On several occasions, I have dreamt about her. Before she was born, I actually dreamt that my sibling was holding a new baby. The delivery went well; and, Myah was born…
Why I Find Children Really Adorable
Connecting with children is such a big treat! I have four siblings; and, I used to really take care of them when they really needed me. I used to iron their clothes; dress them; carry them around when they were too young; play games with them; feed them; and even help them finish their homework. I started taking care of my siblings at an early age; and, it was easy for me to do so for some reason…
My Psychic Experiences With My 1 Year Old Niece “Myah”
My niece is 1 year old now. I mostly receive sensations from her when I think about her. When she is away, I sometimes receive strong feelings that she misses being held by me. These are very light vibes/rays of energy that I can sense whenever I am thinking about her and even when she is…
How “One World Film Festival” Raises Awareness About Global Issues
Canadian youth and adults are challenged by a fast-paced system and a politically charged environment where many are aware about the need to promote awareness of relevant international and local issues. A film festival like One World Film Festival (OWFF) thus plays a pivotal role in shaping opinion by empowering citizens. People who are dwelling on…
Telepathic Love Signals
Just before falling asleep, my mind becomes very different. I sometimes enter stunning daydreams just before falling asleep. Day before yesterday, just before falling asleep, I started thinking back about a journalist I had just met. All of a sudden, I heard really mesmerizing tunes inside my mind; and, I instinctively understood…
How Trauma Stays With The Victims For Longer
Traumatic memories are always going to bother the victims simply because it is easier to remember traumatic events. For instance, someone who has been attending University of Toronto might realize that the colored people are not allowed or discouraged from being part of the faculty. Quite frankly! You should count how…
My Motherly Instincts Are Sharpened Through Lucid Scents and Music
Lucid Dreams can be activated through scents of essential oils as well as scents of human bodies, especially the scents of your loved ones including heroes. During sleep as well as while we are awake, music that comes from the human bodies is being absorbed by everyone. I hear this music distinctly while I am asleep or awake; even then, certain sorts of human…
My Connection With My Mom
I am very much connected to my mom. When mom gets sick, I start feeling horrible and worried even if mom hides everything from me. And that’s not it! I can sometimes feel her thoughts or her existence. For example, today she just tapped on my shoulder while I was listening to songs. Just some seconds before she touched me, I felt my mind…
Dark Giant Answers: Muslims and Christians are One Brotherhood
Day before yesterday, I had a funny dream while I was thinking of the written works of a Christian professor. During my dream, I was attacked by a dark force that initially looked much smaller in size. It threw a twisted blade on my mid-back; and, I stared at it shockingly as I felt warm blood trickle down my spine. My legs buckled; I fell down; and, I had…
Love
Love is something you can’t describe fully no matter how hard you try. I understand how love is both truthful and unreliable. I mean it’s actual form is really that scattered and variant. It’s more than what other sees; and its form is not just contained inside those who choose to love and respect each other, like best friends; but, it actually exists way beyond…
Time is a Funny Bond!
I have been very busy with studies, this new blog, and my first book. Today, I was scrolling over my older blog and I found something startling. I have been taking content randomly from my older blog and putting it on my new blog. I never check the date or try to match them to the current dates while posting simply because there is no spare time to implement…
In Love, They Waited Patiently
Note: I wrote this poem for my Belgian (Muslim) ex-fiance. I was in love with him when I wrote this; later, circumstances removed these feelings. But, that’s why I say “InshaAllah” when it comes to these critical things. “InshaAllah” means “if God wills”. So the attached prayer is that the match will disappear on his own if he is not for me. Prayer is a bond and…
How Good Men Teach Women?
I was at a business event in Oakville when one of the guys who was a bit drunk started being slightly verbally intrusive towards me. One of his male friends looked right at him and asked him to stop. He also asked me to walk away and to ignore him. He seemed angry at this man for saying something odd to me; and, I learned right away that something was…
Same/Similar Food Urges
I get food urges when my siblings get them, especially when my brothers get them. I get this experience a lot when it comes to my two younger brothers. For instance, today I bought Sushi Family Pack after running around in the mall for a bit. When I got home, I ate a bit of it. Later in the evening, my younger brother surprised by suddenly visiting us along…
My Lineage: I am Rajput
I have heard stories of my ancestors who were called “The Rajputs”. I needed to go through a voyage of self-discovery, which I felt would somehow help me figure out my lineage. The only thing I know about my background is that some of my ancestors fled from India when Indo-Pak subcontinent was being divided into India and Pakistan. The Rajputs are…
Jasmine
Note: This story is based on one of my childhood memories of my loving governess, Jasmine, who was responsible for babysitting and teaching me while I was in kindergarten. I was an accelerated child so I started reading at an earlier age.
Jasmine carried the girl in her arms who was crying like an infant after losing sight of her mother. “I want mommy. I want mommy, mommy,” she cried impotently as the governess addressed her gently while wiping…
Always Look Back
Note: This is one of my childhood experiences. None of this fabricated.
When I was a child, I prevented someone from kidnapping one of my siblings. The entire incidence is actually an example of telepathy, which exists between family members and loved ones (Expert Biologist Rupert Sheldrake: article, video). When this incidence occurred, I was in grade 4 or 5. We were returning from school and I had decided to run ahead…
Something Watches Over Her
Note: This post is about an experience of mine. None of this is fabricated. I think that the following is an example of channeling. I have not learned channeling formally; but, I am somehow able to channel unconsciously and consciously. Even if I am not channeling through humans, I feel that something still watches over me. For instance, once I survived a terrible accident and did not get killed simply because I had said a prayer a couple…
Is Wife Beating Allowed in Islam?
As a conscious and conscientious adult woman, I do not see my brain being fully functional when faced with verbal or physical abuse─abuse can cause short-term and long-term symptoms that heal slowly and sometimes the victim stays “destroyed” in many ways. This “destruction” does not improve intellect at all and neither does it make the victim’s…
Breastfeeding Improves Intelligence
I have always felt that breastfeeding improves intelligence because my mom keeps reminding me that she breastfed me for two years. She said that I was unlike other children and used to demand more breast milk from her. One day, I met this young White man while studying inside a Canadian college who once referred to me as “mother” owing to my…
I Love Cats
Note: My friends’ cat woke me up early in the morning today. She saw me packing last night and figured out that I was leaving. So she woke me up by 5:30 am. Clever kitty! I love her. This one bows her head so that I may kiss her. Another cat who belongs to another friend hides under the tables 24/7; and, I have to lay next to her to talk to her…
Books/Novels
Daydreaming About Someone You Love Creates Stunning Lucid Dreams
I daydream often because it ties into my creativity and helps me sleep well. Read “I Daydream Often”. Yesterday, I daydreamt about a relative of mine who is very close to me. He is very loving, forgiving, and creative in nature. I have always felt so close to him that I actually created a character for my…
Galvan and Inaya
Once upon a time, there lived a powerful race of spirit storytellers on the Moon. There were all sorts of clans going from Royal clans to Nomadic clans. The Royal clan of storytellers used to travel every year from one region of the moon to another in order to join festive Royal events…
Update on Status of My Works and Some Success Tips
So far, I have two works rolling at the same time. Here is an update for all my loving fans.
- The first book, “Intertwined” is almost complete. I have a first draft so far; and, I am in the process of completing the transcription of several important audios…
Asad and Anya – Part 2
Note: On Sep. 6, 2018, I started imagining a story because I couldn’t fall asleep. I wrote a post titled “Imagining Intriguing Things Makes Me Peaceful”. I am calling this story “Asad and Anya”; and, it is supposed to be an Arab Romance. Please forgive any errors because I am writing this in haste; and, I am posting the unedited version here for fun. I sleep well when I…
Imagining Intriguing Things Makes Me Peaceful
Note: Part 2: Asad and Anya
Ever since I was a child, I imagined and imagined. When no one was watching me, I would be a stern teacher who is always writing on the board (my room’s wall) and disciplining children and youth (imaginary friends). I used to do the whole routine…
Dream of Water Drops: A Snippet for “Koh Kaaf”
I have been thinking about my novel “Koh Kaaf” for a bit now. In this audio, I am sharing one of my lucid dreams and some of…
Lucid Dreamers are Historic Entities
Do you find it queer that I, an ENFP, have been documenting Canada’s Dystopia after and before 9/11 and that Anne Frank, an ENFP, documented the Nazis. You will see the results in my second novel “She: The Mirror”.
My First Book, “Intertwined”
I have finished the first draft of “Intertwined”, which will have my poetry, prose, lucid dreams, and pictures based on my dreams. It took me longer to finish this book because I had to induce lucid dreams over more than a year to slowly collect all the dreams and images. Then, I had to go on a hunt for an editor and drawing…
About my Upcoming Novel “Koh Kaaf”
Note: I will be using several of my dreams that I had over years as well as stories of hauntings that I have heard or researched to create a fiction novel called “Koh Kaaf”—perhaps, I will change the name of this novel later on. Most of this book will be based on several lucid dreams that I had over years. I have been documenting all of my dreams because I feel that these dreams show my creative side. Although I have a very preliminary first draft for this book, I won’t be sharing it here because it needs a major revamp. However, I will share with you some of my least scariest and fun lucid dreams that I plan to use in this novel...
Saryan
“Saryan” is a young adult mystery fiction. It is centered around four students and some professors of the University of Utah (I will change the name of the university later). Saryan, one of the female students, is the only person who knows that the fire inside Professor’s Hughes lab was purposedly started by a student. In this novel, Saryan attempts to solve this mystery with the help of her closest friend Pearson…
Status of Upcoming Novels
Originally Published On: Dec 25, 2016
I am creating this note for myself because it helps to go back and review what one has written so far. This is actually a proven technique that has helped me move forward by allowing me to reflect on accomplishments and goals. I suggest that you write something like this for yourself as well and refer back to it whenever you are ready to move forward with your…
Cool Apps
My Pictures Edited In Photolab and InstaMag
I love editing my pictures. They look great in Photolab and InstaMag!
Crime Detection
Tango Between Personal and Societal Issues
A while ago, I read Amira Elghawaby’s Twitter post where she shared a video of a female child feeding toilet water to three male children; Amira commented that this is how Patriarchy feels like to her. I replied back to this tweet by sharing the video Shop Snatch where the character Nasreen who is married to a Misogynist and Patriarchal man…
My Vision Of Torture of Kashmiris By Indians
On Sep 2, 2019 I wrote the blog post “How To Get Out Of Nightmares” in which I discussed my dreams about the rape and torture of Kashmiri women.
In one dream, I saw some men surrounding a woman; then they put a really large sword-like thing in her mouth; and, then they took it out and then they put it in…
Vision of Citizens Who Were Wearing Shalwar Qameez Being Abused By Cops
I had a horrible vision today. I do not know if this is just a playback of my memory or if some sort of incidence is supposed to take place. I saw men—including younger men—being taken away by cops/army men from their homes or workplaces. I do not fully know where this took place; but, I did see a parking…
Nightmares or Realities: Triggered By The Stabbing Incidence That Took Place At A Rabbi’s Home In Monsey, New York During Hanukkah Celebration
Note: Try a different browser if the audios don’t run in your default browser for some reason; for some reason, these are running faster on mobile.
Graphic Content. Viewer Discretion Advised.
On Dec 18, I had a sickening dream. I remember eating lots of spicy food, which aids in lucid dreaming, before falling asleep…
Teach Girls To Protect Each Other At An Early Age
When I was a teenager, God put me through a scary trial. We lived in a small village in Pakistan. It was usual for us to get chased by a large mob of young men when we would go to study tuition. We tried solving this together by staying close to each other; identifying how the mob used to form and who were the participants;…
How White Supremacists Think
According to Wikipedia, White Supremacists believe that the White people have a right to dominate other races since they are superior to them.
Just a while ago, I had an accident online. I came across Kent Jensen of Narata Storytelling Cards—you can compare the logo found in the Twitter messages with the one found in Kent’s…
How Canada Abuses Victims Of Abuse
Victims of abuse can be jailed because they are confused and did something wrong. For example, someone who was born to a man who just hits to convey his point will think that that is the right way. This conclusion is based on the Bobo Doll experiment, which shows that people learn through acts of rewarding and…
How “One World Film Festival” Raises Awareness About Global Issues
Canadian youth and adults are challenged by a fast-paced system and a politically charged environment where many are aware about the need to promote awareness of relevant international and local issues. A film festival like One World Film Festival (OWFF) thus plays a pivotal role in shaping opinion by empowering…
Lucid Dream: The Three Skeletons and The Airport
Before I fell asleep day before yesterday, I visualized a large screen on top of me; I held my imaginary Joystick and keyed some information in; then, I randomly pressed the buttons of my Joystick.
In this dream, I was on a tour with my family members. I think I saw my sister-in-law…
Psi Phenomenon and Oklahoma City Bombing
I just found Samuel Popejoy’s article “Top 10 Spookiest Declassified Project Stargate Documents“. Under section titled “Oklahoma City Bombing”, it is clearly stated that the remote viewer said that a person named “Carl” also had something to do with this bombing besides the Iraqi terrorists…
My Very Own “Signet Ring” and “Foosball” Combo Technique Has Activated a Lucid Dream
The “Signet Ring” and “Foosball” Combo technique finally got activated in my sleep. Read “Signet Ring and Seal of King Solomon and Totem Rings of Lucid Dreamers”. I performed the “Foosball” Technique a full day before with no amazing results during sleep. Tomorrow, before falling asleep, I looked at both of my index fingers and realized that I…
My Disturbing Dream About Kidnapping of Children In The West
Some years ago, I had a very disturbing dream; and, I failed to discuss it online simply because I became too numb with fear—the fact that I was still in the learning phase contributed to this fear. There are scary dreams that do not scare me; and, there are scary dreams that hit on your deepest fears. Later form of dreams is rare simply…
Should Foreigners Or Colored People Choose Canada for Stay or Business?
Canada uses a lot of money from foreigners. They bring wealthy foreigners here under false promises of a great future; and, they also make them invest in Canadian products and services. Reality is that even I was brought here through cunning marketing schemes that sold Canada to my family by telling us that we will…
Should Pakistan Be Allowed To Harass Peace Activists?
On Jan 28th 2019, I had the following dream. I have posted a picture of my cellphone recorder to show you the date. Oh! if this audio does not run in Firefox, run it in a different browser. At my end, Firefox is not running this audio for some unknown reason but Opera is…
Trump Talks Like Psychopath Eric Harris
Some years before Trump was elected, I was busy researching some writing courses about Mystery Fiction. Thus, I had a brief introduction to the Psychopath Eric Harris’s journal. Eric Harris was responsible for the Columbine High School Massacre that took place in 1999. I read Eric’s writings and left the diary rather…
About Canadian Workplaces: I Was Telling You The Truth!
You must have read my previous posts about how I feel abused while working in Canada and how deeply I regret my decision of coming to Canada.
Some Canadian Workplaces Are Very Abusive Towards Women
Workplace Harassment and Racism Causes Sexual Abuse and Trafficking…
Many Rapists Are Hiding in Ottawa
Ottawa is a small place and maybe that is why I had around 3 dreams of some rapists abusing me or perhaps some other women─it is difficult for me to realize if it was someone else because the women felt very familiar to me. I am not going to narrate all of these dreams but I will share the one that just took place tonight on June 06, 2018…
Canada Offers a Facade to Its Citizens
Canada offers really big lies to its citizens; and, protestors and victims are often abused. Ever since I came here—its been around 20 years—I have gone through so much abuse and neglect that you have no idea; and, I have seen so many other Canadians being thoroughly mistreated. Most of the times, its everyone else who…
Dream Characters that Appear Suddenly to Warn
I once had a very lovely lucid dream that came true the second I woke up. I saw a young girl—perhaps it was me or perhaps it was someone who looked like me—dressed in white standing alone in a room that’s inside a construction site. Then, I saw two male dream characters anxiously staring at her through some sort of well-like opening that was part of this building…
Reading Faces
Faces are critical part of scanning criminals. You can learn from an example of a psychic person. Simply because their brains are faster, they can SOMETIMES read faster than the rest; but everyone else can also learn to do this.
Here is one of my personal experiences. I was hanging around with a victim of abuse…
Canada’s Revolting Crime: Money-Laundering & Criminalization of Colored People
I have been thinking about presenting articles in a creative way to show people how Canada is looting assets of the colored population and then criminalizing them through very refined and pushy methods. These are some facts that I have collected so far and I am sure more and more ideas can be added here to reach the same conclusion…
Canada’s Need for Porn and Sex Trafficking
There is something very odd going on in Canada and I have seen some very nice people discuss this in hushed tones. Around 10 years ago when I was volunteering for a Canadian Member of Parliament, one of the senior volunteers—I don’t ignore comments offered by any volunteers because some volunteers are very vigilant…
Born Different
I was born with very large eyes (see my pic at end), which is how it is very easy for me to use Visualization techniques to attach spirits to my body, activate dreams, and activate telepathy.
In one of the scenes from the movie Wanted (Viewer Discretion advised), Wesley kills many gang…
Environment
Something Is Wrong With The Sun
Before you read this, know two incredible facts about me: 1) I am a lucid dreamer; and, 2) I have high levels of the stereodepth vision. If you feel dumbfounded after reading this, know that you are not alone. Even I feel like this when I gaze at the world through my eyes! But, all this can’t be helped simply because I am designed…
How “One World Film Festival” Raises Awareness About Global Issues
Canadian youth and adults are challenged by a fast-paced system and a politically charged environment where many are aware about the need to promote awareness of relevant international and local issues. A film festival like One World Film Festival (OWFF) thus plays a pivotal role in shaping opinion by empowering…
Why I Like Sewing?
My mom used to sew with the help of a sewing machine. Unfortunately, I was never introduced to it—I did learn Chinese cooking when I was a teenager because mom found me a good teacher. I started learning sewing on my own because after my first couple of tries with using the needle and the thread, I started…
My Visit to Toronto 2018 Parliament of World’s Religions
My Story
Here are two reasons why I went to The Parliament of World’s Religions Toronto 2018 event.
Several years ago, when I was still in my twenties, I met a wonderful Chinese-Canadian woman. I was fresh from Pakistan where I had lived in a city that did not had Internet or libraries. I only had access to books from my school and one bookstore. That is all I had! As a result of this, I was not educated in Politics, Religions, and Global Issues.
Helping Your Child Think Differently
Helping your child think differently than the rest isn’t easy, which is why I recommend smaller families instead of larger ones. But, once you have triggered the right thought at the right time, then it is actually designed to last for longer than you can imagine. Here is one of my personal experiences…
Essays
Hume and Aristotle on Reason, Feelings, and Actions
Note: This is one of my undergraduate essays for the Philosophy Minor, which I completed at University of Toronto. I had great professors who used to engage me very effectively while giving me time to think and react. These great teachers are the reason why I definitely want to keep learning Philosophy.
Aristotle and Hume present two very different theories regarding reason, action, desires/passions…
Defence of the Colonized in “M.Butterfly” and “Death of the King’s Horseman”
Note: This is one of my undergraduate essays for the Philosophy Minor, which I completed at University of Toronto. I had great professors who used to engage me very effectively while giving me time to think and react. These great teachers are the reason why I definitely want to keep learning Philosophy.
Aristotle and Hume present two very different theories regarding reason, action, desires/passions
Persuasion by Racism: “Heart of Darkness” by Joseph Conrad and Canadian Ghettos
Note: I wrote this essay while finishing my undergraduate degree at the University of Toronto. Before you read this essay, become familiar with the YouTube video “Science of Persuasion.” Science of Persuasion includes six elements: Reciprocity, Scarcity, Authority, Consistency, Liking, and Consensus. Reciprocity occurs when people are obliged to give back what they have received first; Scarcity is when…
